sianzationalisticallism

2008-04-06T02:40:00.000-07:00

i love chanel han yijun thank you very much.

2008-01-19T10:38:00.000-08:00

Let's hope semester ends tomorrow

run away and shout it out.

2007-10-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

I am real.

and NOT empty.

doesnt make sense but what the fuck lol.

2007-08-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

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changed over the years. well done son. hahaha.

2007-08-23T04:33:00.000-07:00

im happy. really happy. thanks everyone.

lets go through this together.

2007-08-13T22:51:00.000-07:00

is it what they say or is it my imagination.

i dont care i dont mind i wont cry. whatever lol.

VC

2007-07-13T01:02:00.001-07:00

I mean, yeah, screw yall little babies who slept last night in school lol.

Project Gang of Brothers

2007-06-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

First things first
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/606122

So here are the screenshots i took out from the main thing.
its not completed yet lah, but it will be soon.
I think im gonna just take this as a trailer thats why im revealing it now.
I shall not explain what these frames mean so its up to u all to interpret if you are interested.

AND this is NOT a school project or anything whatsoever.
It is for us, the VSS4AEP2006.

I really regret not doing something like that in the past.
we end up not having something to hold on to.
Yeah so im here, also in the name of Victorian Challenge,
that we will be doing a mural at the 6th floor outside media lab.
Though this has not been approved yet, it would be the last scene of the Short.

and i dont think i will be uploading this on youtube so dont dream of finding it in there.
Upon completion, i will burn a copy of DVD to every VSS4AEP2006.
And i think that would be it.

Enjoy.

all these frame are arranged in order.

and heres something from Mao's blog.

A highly anticipated movie event of the year

An amazing collaboration of local new blood talents

From the director and excecutive producer of "A Letter Home"

And the director and executive producer of "Watch Boy Walking"

And the writer and illustrator of "War Cry" which is unrelated to the topic here in any way

And several more people

Comes another astonishing masterpiece

A long waited project

2007

"THE GANG OF BROTHERS"

Coming to you from everywhere

THIS FALL

Yeah right..

so now, abt class stuff.
its all cool shit. no complains but i really love the politics going on.
ok Fuck this im gonna put u all name in a line in alphabetical order bitches.
Bryan, Jacky, Liqing, Pamela, Susie.
goddamnit
dont cry but after seeing this but i think u guys are my best friends in T1B2
(although i dun really like the class much LOL)
so yeah whatever noobs.
and the tu di who wants to be named, chanel. <<>

2007-05-03T08:52:00.000-07:00

Schools been good.
Workload increasing but still ok lah.

one thing has been bothering me.
my class.
i know they are nice ppl and all
but wtf.
why do they seem to be so enthusiastic over the slightest things?
now u might be wondering:
I thot enthu is a good thing?
I say:
its 2 ways.
sometimes its good to be enthusiastic
but theres also a time to keep it.

i wont say i hate my class.

they are a lively bunch.
its the way some ppl do things which ticks me off.
some ppl can tahan, i cannot.
i would say im very straightforward.
step on my tail once,
i can close 1 eye.
step on it the second time,
dont blame me for being mean or whatever.

at the same time lets do this shit,
by chenyang. that ass arrowed me.

basically, list 6 traits that is unique to u as an individual
then arrow 6 more suay pple to do it

1. i hate it when people put words into my mouth.

2. i hate it when people tells me to shut up.

3. i like lollipops. cherry ones.

4. my bball life is screwed since sec 1. and now, when i want to play, no teams really want me because i lack match experience. so u know what im trying to say? Fuck you all selfish coaches out there. passion for basketball... is not enough.

5. different from chenyang, i like the number 5, and 7. so anyways, i like to go out at night alone, stroll and think abt stuff, SOMETIMES ( if i have the free time ).

6. i want... alcohol.

i dont think i will be arrowing anyone.
so thank me people!

2007-03-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

hey shitheads! a friggin update!

yeah yeah still rotting and shit.
rot rot and more rotting.

right, so what i have been doing recently,

-about 5 times to and fro np to get shit done
-play dota, no choice only game i have
-got my macbook pro which cant use msn zzz
-played tokobot on psp
-crashed ny a few times
-ate apples
-red hair become orangey
-sort out school stuff
-upload songs into my mbp
-blog hopping
-friendster hopping
-ate prata
-cleared my room, sorta..
-bought clothes
-slept
-wake up 11am everyday
-drank water
-sitting in front of comp thinking of what to put next

SO, anyways.
went down np 3 times to settle the mac shit

first day went and nv bring money
second day posted dated cheque
third day, for the love of a goat nut, its done

yah saw ppl from fms
including this hot girl who melt any straight guy
[edit : this hot girl who would turn any gay guy straight. ] tanya's suggestion
dude who used cash to pay for his macbook
fugly guys LOL
and weirdos.

AND ON TOP OF THAT,
THOSE WEIRDOS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FROM FSV!
HOLY SHIT ASS CRAP!

i need to transfer to MCM.. i need to..
ya im already mentally prepared to face shit when school starts
everyday would be a facking boring day,
cuz i look forward to gg to sch, and yet dun wanna see weirdos lol.

already feel like ponnign the fms foc
3 days 2 nights what the shit ?!

nvm im prepared.. im all prepared. =__=

Right, up next
THE FRIGGIN MBP CANNOT SIGN IN MSN!
the dude suppose to get it done for us but what the hell
kialiang has no idea as well, zzzzz
DAMN THAT MEANS I HAVE TO GO ATTEND THE FRIGGIN MAC TRAINING
JUST TO GET MY MSN RUNNING!

its not like i dunno how to use or wad la
arghH!!!!!!!!11111111oneoneone

anw up til now
some OG outing tt was supposed to be planned
has no progress at all
what the hell man

HEY IM PAYING ADULT FARE NOW

i think theres gonna be an OG dinner soon
as said by our very own miss paedo, juian
from ech in np school of humanities

IN MY HONEST OPINION,
itthinkthatguyswhotakeecharemichaeljacksonwannabesfullstop

yah juian, yall are not ~~angels~~ ok. pae-dos. right.

and how the heck do i film adult videos if theres no actor??
if i force them to act it becomes korean drama already
all the crying and shit.
well, i dont like korean dramas,
SO I AM A NICE GUY FROM FMS HAHAHAHA!!!111oneone

ok i find this post extremely dumb, byebye.

p.s come on tag the board already

2007-03-04T01:15:00.000-08:00

an update! YEAH!

but heck who reads my blog anyway.
so here's the update.

ps: keep the tagboard alive thx.
pps: i will update smth with content soon. no shit.

2006-12-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

school starting!! YAYAYAYYAAY
no shit.

results coming soon... zzzzzzz great.

2006-12-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

argh bbq sucks lol

boring shiit. =/

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2006-12-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

Feelin damn sian. why?

maybe
its
cuz of
her that makes feel
extremely
lost and
left out. cant take it.
enough.

sssssian.

2006-12-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

no shit. just worked out today.
went to khatib to start training basketball, yea with lj
and damn we are so nerdified.
after all that studying we lost our touch.
well, we got the 'feel' back already. no kick.

well, supposed to get a pair of basketball shoes
but ended up in LAN instead. sheesh.
talk about getting a life.

well basically, holiday aint fun at all.
its like we play through midnight,
wake up next day, or rather,
later on, at 1pm or 2pm
resuming the cycle.

RINSE AND REPEAT.

so much for that.

besides, i havent got any job yet.
and my pocket is burning.
spent $400+ on the psp
and loads of other things.

total expenditure after o levels sums up to about $800, i think.

HOWEVER I THINK I DESERVE THAT.
true, no?

and shucks christmas is here.
man another lonely 25th december LOL. sad.

and class bbq is round the corner.
9th dec.
PHOTOGRAPHS!

i think our class abit slow la.
other classes i think are done with their bbq or whatever already.
in fact we are probably the 5% not done with it.
no choice. or else where all the class fund go?
i wished it was my pocket.
at least it can cover my expenditure :X

dec 8th is the result of the PAE posting.
heck, im not even worried.
im just trying my luck.
go to a JC nearby and try it out.
so morning can wake up late and stroll to school.
then after that, chiong poly.

yes i've made up my mind. poly.
dont ask. dont try.

well to end this post.
i would like to dedicate this part
(everything below this sentence)
to VS class 4G 2006
although i know we had a bad start in 2005
conflicts and such.
i believe that after 2 yrs together
we are the best class.

1. abhishek - stoner no.4. apparently hes known as slack
2. anuj - hes got the name cow after sec3 camp
3. benjamin - christiano ronaldo
4. jonchan - ermms.. he's...mm..mi...nd..s... minds.
5. xiankai - DUDE HES THE WALKING OIL BARREL
6. charles - well, they call him the retard. but he's nice.
7. zhiquan - famously know as chix. the one and only. dont mess with him.
8. daniel - dotz. thats his fav word. can be seen touching his hair 24/7
9. chengsheng - omg he's the ultimate BHB king.
10. martin - the landmark of the class. hes a talent. won the canon dv fest 2006 sec cat.
11. jeriel - mohd jeriel bin mohd sng. he doesnt go to the mosque!!
12. joshua - the happy (gay) pianist. seen gothicallized after O's
13. kavin - well what can i say? the international F***face as said my majority. no offence.
14. khairy - old bird. adds ~~some~~ noise to the class.
15. colin - stoner no.2 genius in disguise. lifestyle unknown. how he get those grades man?
16. mingkai - stoner no.3. red face god. plain weird. has a damn powerful voice.
17. zhengyou - stoner no.6 aka koozy aka poozy. known to have the enchanted totem ability. bugs fear him.
18. szeming - psycho. does things that are not in sync with the class. weird but smart.
19. leejin - ass monitor. aka airpork. comes up with totally random stuffs at times.
20. shane - BHB king + freezer. i really cant take his jokes, seriously. cold.
21. ernest - hardwork pays off. gets high when a flute is nearby. caution.
22. mao - one and only mrmao. captain china. check out his bob the killer comics.
23. fadhly - able to control his laughter AT WILL. will start and stop anytime, anywhere.
24. feisal - the incredible culk. mats watch in fear. minahs get high. unique laughter.
25. shuib - buildings are gonna be designed by him in the future, UNDERGROUND.
26. peter - stoner no.5. runs like the wind. might fall asleep anytime. u never know.
27. kumar - hes said to be the stoner's pet rat. very very sensitive to cheese.
28. warran - got full marks for english oral. i cant believe it. well hes a corrupted prefect. :X
29. benedict - vulgarist. some say he's a beng. (damnit im not) careful not to get nuked.
30. jontan - well hes kinda weird. but im used to it. reacts strongly with water to turn green.
31. kaizhong - stoner leader. prefers to sit under fan. stones randomly.
32. freddie - class monitor. given the role of "the man" in the 4g league series.
33. sean - gay. practices witchcraft. once laid a curse on bus 76 that it wont come. we waited for an hour.
34. waichung - stoner no.7. hes one helluva model. enough said.

well thats it. think i'll add the photos after our bbq.

i tried.

not even close.

2006-09-29T21:58:00.000-07:00

Favourite colour: dont have

Favourite food: bak chor mee mai ter gua

Favourite movie: coach carter

Favourite sport: basketball

Favourite day of the week: friday

Favourite ice-cream: those frozen orange syrup kind

Favourite TV shows: dont have

Current mood: sian-ded

Current taste: sour

Current clothes: converse shirt and giordano khakis

Current desktop: dont know, pls be specific

Current toenail colour: i... dont... colour..them...

Current time: 1:01pm

Current annoyance: dont have

Current thoughts: why is saturday so sian

First best friend: lj brooks

First crush: forgot the name

First movie: cant rmb

First lie: cant rmb. so many liao. lol

First music: cant rmb

Last cigarette: i dont like smokers

Last drink: chrysanthemum tea

Last car ride: last sunday my dad's car

Last crush: early this yr

Last phone call: lj brooks

Last CD played: mayday

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: siao

Have you ever broken the law: yes

Have you ever been arrested: no

Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: dont have

Have you ever loved and lost somebody: my uncle

Wished there was a chance to say i`m SORRY: yes, my uncle

5 PEOPLE? chenyang, mao, michelle, ah peh aka jin zhuang, hongbin

2006-09-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

ya know, amath is GG.
physics P1 damn easy really. damn easy.
then P2 GG also. Very difficult.

aiyah i sian prelim liao la.
after o level go work or smth.
no sch will accept me. haha.

can say bb to JC le.
poly here i come!!

2006-08-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

finally finishing my video
subtitled abt 80% of it.
and left the title haven insert in only.
ard sept shd be done bah.

MUST get an A1.

english went pretty ok.
the paper was rather challenging.
enough said.

oh ya thurs chem prac.
screwed lah.
i had soloution T all over my paper.
and NaOH all over my hand.
think will do lousier than mock.
its dumb lah.
the container mouth weird weird one.
when i pour will lao out onto my hand.
then my hand constantly wet also.
it jus sucks lah.
think ill jus focus on physics.

2006-08-20T02:27:00.000-07:00

quote from kumar
about warran being the person before my english orals.

"Its like playing squash with the wall, the wall never loses"

how true. 40/40
ha..ha..ha..

thats warran 1 and me 0

2006-08-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

its pretty sad.
i got a fucked up family.
seeing that i use this word to describe it,
u get the idea that its really screwed.

my mom,
is so damn LAZY.
i have never seen anyone so lazy before
and keeps on whining like a damn swine

my dad is not so bad,
i mean at least hes there when i need him

shit la, jus go divorce la.
i dun give a shit.
i prolly go live with my dad.
or maybe alone or smth.

i cant take this shit man.
well, maybe i deserve this kinda crap.
its fated.
retribution perhaps?
all the bad things ive done.

aiya i dun care liao la.

RANTS post

2006-08-18T03:43:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me!

ok things went pretty well in the morning and screwed up in the afternoon
ok morning took the usual 6.07 bus.
usual ppl, familiar faces.
then i did good deeds lor.
i woke up 3 persons before they missed their stops.
cool rite?

after that everything went on smoothly.
UNTIL rECESS
i went to the hostel canteen to buy a snickers bar
ok i dunno why i wanna go there buy, cuz canteen sells for $1
whereas the vending machine sells for $1.20
maybe because buy from hostel can smuggle up.
anw so this is wad happened:
i put in the $1.20 and pressed for the vending machine
then the thing turned and when i was abt to collect my prize,
it got stuck.
THEN, i got leejin to buy a snickers bars to save mine.
he put the coins in, and pressed for snickers
MINE CAME OUT! but hes got stuck instead.
now left his bar stuck and an unpurchased one.
so chix decided to help.
he put in HIS $1.20 and pressed for the #$^& snickers
and u know wad happened la
lee jin's snickers came out ad chix's got stuck.
thats it. we went to the hostel office and chix signed a form for refund
then we run up to class as the bell rang.

ok then after school i had english oral.
i dunno whether its good or wad lar.
but i saw my examiner write 31/40 for me.
and i saw saktish's score. 40/40 --;
stupid mama debator.
haiz. then i sian lor.

then later go art room
the $%^@ mr tan
he suan me until like shit.
say my 8 boards not good lah,
say wont guarantee can get high marks lah
pls lor im not martin
im not an art addict.
and whats the point of doing the 8 boards when my video is so FKIN STRAIGHFORWARD
i know its for the exams.
i did whatever shit i could.
and nv even say a single well done. u son of a %$*%$^%#$^$
then i ask can let me do my final (final) storyboarding,
yes 2 finals meaning the "ultimate final last no more liao" storyboard
he say he will jus mark

however he is kind enough, to gimme a chance
that is, by monday morning, he will mark whatever he see.
ok take a deep breath.

ok much better.

2006-08-12T02:01:00.000-07:00

screw aep
it really sucks.
i hate glueing the pictures. esp using budget glue
and not forgetting taking out the blue tacks and stuff.
now my sat is wasted doing art
when i can catch up on my amaths.

morning went to run with cy
ran 10 rounds. not alot though.
sian.

anw its the first time i heard a shopkeeper chasin customers away
me and cy were buying things when this indian shopkeeper lady
came and told us to hurry up cuz she need to go somewhere.
ok not really chase but.
hey we are giving u money and u are rejecting it?
u lucky cuz econ minimart havent open for business.

that was my morning.
afternoon no need to say.

ART!!!4%#*&%#(_)!(*(%*^

2006-08-09T05:08:00.000-07:00

its national day.. yay?
guess where was i the whole day
i went to VJ to mug with chenting.
well bet most of u are slacking at home. hoho.

anw, we reached there abt 10.30
the best part. we had to climb the gate.
then made our way to the classrooms
we were the only people there.
(later on got abit more ppl come tts why i say VJ is scary. muggers.)

did amath. (YES I PWNED DIFFERENTIATION!)
then 1230 go eat lunch
go popular to buy my pencil case.
those budget one
i got it for $1.95 lol
then wanna buy writing pad.
then i see they sell 5 in a pack one
then super heavy end up nv buy

then go back VJ mugmugmug
did amath again
did physics (suppose to complete by coming fri)
then slack abit wait for chenting to finish

go home took bus 43 damn tired
slept throghout haha.
now jus reach home type finish wan go slp liao
im sorry NDP2006
too tired and not interested HAHA

k fri alot of crap mus hand up die le
first my video 8boards (ya we take home improve on it)
then must see chia and 2 hours CWO lol
i ponned cross country HAHAhA
okok then got phys
and need to ask mrs wong some maths crap
then maybe stayback edit my o level proj
yea i got some pretty good shots with my trusty tripod
but then compared to martin is like. haiz. haha sad.
and mrtan wan submit his work to the canon dv fest.
he nv tell me mine. NOOOOOO!
idiot i shall submit myself.
and ill show u all drama SUCKS!
MUAahhaHAHAHA!

ok enough crap.

prelims are coming.
24th aug starts. gd luck.
chinese result out this fri. gd luck.

2006-08-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

so fast mock exams finishing.
of course my results < .
stupid exponential crap
stupid chix teach me do nv explain (wtf)
stupid aep sian shit (dun join)

all in all everythign sux
weird thing is im doing very well for both my science pracs
but theory paper flunk like hell haha.
why? u ask me.
i don't know. i reply.

well my basketball is improving
yea working towards my goals
erm results still stagnant.
(its not too late to move a little)

weekends approaching.
i MUST dedicate my time for amaths.
i MUST spend some time on chemistry.
i MUST faster finish filming my project

and martin, drama can eat shit.
dun metaphor me lol.

mao, stop being so sick.
leave me alone. dun pollute me further :D

and yes, O level faster come faster go.
VS sux.
pls dun kill me for saying that, anyone, any hardcore victorians.
its biased therefore its not reliable as a source.
i just dun like VS. zzz

cross country on monday. dun feel like running.
my result so bad liao where got mood to run.
kkk i go take MC and "study" at home.

aiyya got so many thing bottled up inside.
not good. no wonder im feeling like shit at times.

oh ya ive been messing ard with photoshop
editing ppl's photos.
i know its not nice but its just purely entertainment so forgive me.
anw o levels are coming.
somehow i dun wan it to come yet.
contradicting eh?
ya but when add together means i wanna skip it
who doesnt?
yaya enough bullsh*t liao

bye

2006-07-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

real real busy.
mock exams and deadlines.

these few days super restless cuz of the stupid mock exams.
anw i find the word "mock" rather stupid
it sounds stupid

zz anw the deadline is
i gotta finish my 8 boards by monday
and ppl thinks theres competition between me martin and shane
which is quite stupid
no need compete also know martin win liao
art addict.

ok i also dun wanna update anymore. gotta go chiong my 8boards.

pui.

2006-07-17T05:19:00.000-07:00

update

a pretty eventful week i had.
so start with last week first.

sat: morning went to sembawang meet up with brooks
then we went to his hse to take the basketball
then super suay started raining.
we took a train to khatib saw the basketball court empty then we alight
and no rain haha.
but the court quite sux. floor like got white powder de.
play halfway go supermarket buy 2 cartons of fruit juice and resume playing
after play some time start drizzle. sian
then we go some place slack and talk cock
and we went around coffee shops looking for toilet to change our shirts.
we damn stupid forgot mrt got toilet --;
then walk all the way back to khatib mrt
on the way back got 2 ppl playing ball on the court (rain stop again)
then we challenge them play 2 - 2 for fun.
and we won. haha.

after changin we took bus go amk raiders play lan
the moment we stepped inside
we knew immediately. cannot make it
too many ppl liao.
then decided to go my hse there de lan shop.
played dota first
played 2 games of 1 v 1 and 1 game of 3v3 with outsider

1st match
butcher vs chaos knight

2nd match
dragonknight vs slithereen guard

3rd match
we team i lightning revanent he bounty hunter

we won la the 3rd match.
almost lose cuz the outsider teammate very lousy
haha. game only la so nvm
then we played CS source with bots
in a way it was fun.

kk zhun zhun play 3 hrs got free drinks
then went coffeeshop eat dinner.
eat finish we went braddell heights CC play ball again.
jus play shooting
if miss = 2 push up
airball = 5 push up

end up i do push up like crazy
cuz i took all 3point shots.

then got some "paikias"
come play with us.
no need to say la.
we won. lol.
k la one of them was good.
play so many pattern. not practical lol.
then the fricking climax of the game
i tio leg cramp.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

k then later brooks dad fetch me home.
quite near anyway.

k then sunday
leg still super pain
then afternoon got lunch at fortunate restaurant toapayoh
my grandmother's birthday
quite nice the food there.
price quite reasonable.
10ppl $160
ok bah.

then because of this no need go music lesson haha
after go home watch abit of anime then slp.
slp til 7+ for dinner
watch mummy returns
then do my essay

kkk then today mornign woke up late cuz last nite slp late
took the 6.20 bus.
sux man so many ppl.
then on bus realise i forgot bring PE shorts.zz
go sch wait 9am bookshop open go buy
$6.50 T.T

then PE lesson sucks.
dunno my 6.50 worth anot
cuz i have excuse de
borrow ball from PE dept
then cannot find ball cuz all kena kope wtf?
then me and mao went to art room cuz we remembered theres a ball up there
the ball is not normal ball lor.
its furry furry one. heck jus play.
amazingly my leg not really pain.haha.

after recess the lessons sian la

kk after school got listening comprehension
quite easy.
think can either get full marks or the most 1 wrong
cuz the stupid quesntion 9 i not sure
cuz half say A half sayC
but i think its most probably C bah.
i wrote A but i refuse to admit im wrong.
see result lor
see whether got distinction anot. lol
after that go home and slack slack slack

tmr got chem test. later mus study
and mus hand up physics workbook due today but i forgot bring
and chem workbook due last fri i also forgot bring --;
social studies essay forget abt it. lol.

tt all
tag ppl..

-=special section=-

oh ya this special section is i promise sheryl one almost forget.
zz say mus blog abt her.
kk sheryl is a cute little girl 3 yrs younger than me and currently studying in NYGH
how i know her?
i helped out at the dale carnegie course as a graduate assistant and she is one of the student
kk in the course she super quiet --;
but then outside totally different. yea check out her blog >>>
shes into gymnastics and shd be very flexible bah

then think she in IP to hcjc
sec1 only so many projects.
i only can say good luck work hard all the best lol.
jia you lor.

P.S im done with it liao lol got anythign i missed out pls lemme know thank you.

2006-07-11T00:59:00.000-07:00

yo i din go sch today
leg injured ytd zzz some stupid hole on the floor
k think its jus a sprain
kk i start bloggin abt wad happen ytd
first sch starts at 9.30 cuz they let us watch world cup
oh ya abt world cup.
u guys know what materazzi said to zidane?
k i tell u cuz i heard what they said.

materazzi = mat
zidane = zid

mat : (puts arm ard zidane) yo sexahh
zid : wtf?
mat : how it feel, yo?
zid : stop touching me i wanna play soccer its my last game
mat : oooh, sexyahh..
zid : get away from me you gay
mat : oh you've realised
zid : argh! (and walks off)
mat : yea i heard you are gay too, dun be shy, we are on the same boat
zid : (turns ard) why you, s.o.b how'd you know

and that was why zidane headbutt materazzi (:

k anw school was ok.
until art
super lame la
zabid come in tell us gather then talk to us abt those who din go wed's lesson
i din go cuz i went to shoot my video
but i din tell teacher lah i got someone to pass my msg
then zabid suddenly ki siao
he started shouting at us
saying what he not our father or mother
say he got 2 kid and can heck care of us
and he keep repeating la
and a super loud voice
and also hs keep using F***
imagine la a fat guy with a swinish voice shouting (damn loud) and scolding us
+ repeating wad hes saying
seriously la i dun care he scold us
if he scold us the CORRECT way i dun mind
but where got teacher keep scolding F word one?
not that i dun like him or wad la
hes a nice teacher but
he will not earn ppl's respect if hes like that
seriously i dun respect a teacher if he uses bad word
teacher suppose show good example mah
nvm la
i also can understand why he so pissed.

after that cuz mr tan nv come i ask zabid let me off for the week's art lesson
ya gotta finish up my video
immediately i call CT (he was studying in VJ library)
ask him go serangoon garden with me
to shoot and to study lah
and without hesitation he say ok
yea thanks man
k so i fastforward the busride cuz nth happen

so when we left for serangoon garden
we walk there la
then we ate dinner at some coffeeshop
ate noodle
sucks man even though got the "our makan places lost and found" picture at their stall
i dun like
k then we eat and shoot lor
after eating we go to the PKexpress stall buy some choc delight cake
$2.80 cuz recommend by his fren very nice
sux too i wanted to refund

k then smth quite stupid hapen
first, is got an old lady with a blind man came up to us
they selling tissue paper
CT needed tissue paper then he buy lor
so he took out a coin, until now we still dunno wads the value of the coin
could be a 50¢ or $1
then he gave the coin to the lady, cuz a pack of tissue cost 40¢
he htinks that the coin is a 50¢ coin la so he told the old lady to keep the change
i think that the coin is $1 la so i was thinking CT so kind give them $1 and keep the change
then i ask him

me : why u ask them keep the change?
ct : aiya 10¢ only give them lor
me : what 10¢? i thot u give them $1

then we 2 stun there

then we sit there argueing whether its 50¢ or $1 lol
he also thought it was $1 at first
then we counted what he bought and whats the change left
anw end up there was no conclusion

second, theres this policeman walk past us to the drink stall
then i kept staring at him
the ct say i siao ah stare at him later he thought we do smth bad
he say i look like i do smth wrong
then he suggested that when the police man turns back we stare at him
when he approaches we run
maybe he will chase us lol
i did that
apparently the timing was off the police man din see
sad

k then we went to macs to study
awhile only la.

then go home we went to ntuc
then damn sian
got this bloody "hole" on the floor
i think is wires de
i was talking to ct then i din see it
i step into it and tripped
i just lost balance din fall la
but i sprained my foot
not ankle though.. heng
so now walk very pain
i thot small injury only la

so we go his house i borrowed coach carter and meet the fockers
so i went home and watch coach carter
its so damn freeging nice
makes me wanna play ball again
watch finish ard 11+ i went to bed
then morning alrm clock ring and all
i stand up then my leg pain until like shit
i staggered to my dad's room and told him my leg pain like shit i dun think i can go sch
ya tt why i nv go sch today
then he gave me a lift to amk polyclinic

i tell u polyclinic sucks man
as we all know, 'time is money'
i go polyclinic consultation fee $4.50
damn cheap cuz got subsidised
but i in there for damn freegin $%^&*( long
8 - 10 waiting
zzzz so damn inefficient. slow shit
i rather go private clinic la so much faster
maybe private clinic consultation fee is $12 but i think it will take only 15minutes
ZZ I WASTED 1 HR 45 MIN = 105 minutes
how much money is wasted? sian.

heck la at least i got my MC
meaning i get to pon esp today yay!
ya i got granny to come over and shoot my video.
think the hardest part of my video is ard 65% done yay!
kkk tmr i bring sch edit.
oh ya i was thinking when i go sch
everyday got esp ma
so i htough of going esp then after esp stay back and train basketball
that will be how i will be achieving what i want in my wishlist

BUT WAIT
i gotta go buy a ball first haha.
k thats abt it.

2006-07-07T03:32:00.001-07:00

ah shit mock tests coming up
which means that the prelims are drawing closer
also meaning that the great big O is coming
also, meaning that secondary sch life is gonna be over
and... zz its not gonna stop

anyways today was a very hot day
ya like mdm tan say our shirt got abit plastic
tts why heat trap inside ad will feel warm
then today whole day got this shit dust in my eye
managed to get it out after school

today morning chinese nth much
jus talk abt the oral examination
like see who screwed up or wad

then amath
relative velocity
altho mrs wong say its a difficult chapter
i find it still manageable lol
k maybe i zuai la
ya i slept in her class
rite in front of her lol
then joshua woke me up not because wong saw me
he wan ask me question
but wtf? joshua our class top student ask me top from back student?
im honoured man
k maybe wong doesnt care if we dont pay attn
after i woke up i couldnt slp liao
so i fake do some work ask her some qns here and there haha

after was recess
hmm the canteen operator passed away
yea and his son is a teacher in our sch
nv see him for some time liao
prolly at his dad's wake
but i cannot believe tt he pass away
tt day i see him at canteen eating kuay teow wth
well like i say, life's like that

so let us observe a minute of silence
(pls off ur speaker so music cannot be heard)

then after recess was physics prac
actually today suppose to dismiss early
like 12pm dismiss
cuz got this MOE excel workshop for teachers
but tang made us complete the 3 period practical --;
took some time la
successfully completed it
one of the first few to leave lol

went home with jonchan and josh
then met with hanloong zhihan jianling (class 4F de)
oh ya and kaizhong too (our class 4G de)

k on the bus we took the back seat
then like no one dare to move to the back
so ya the backseat was ours till our stop
and i missed my bloody stop
no one press the bell
my fault i was talking cock at the back
well so alight with josh ad jc went opposite and took a bus home

reach home played harry potter TD with jon
damn stupid but well its entertainment
after tt i went to slp
slp until 5+ then wake up lol
tonight war till very late ba

oh ya ad the principal let us go to sch on monday at 9.30
cuz monday morning got world cup finals
duno wan watch anot
maybe lor
see first

2006-07-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

today was slackky
morning bio i nv take so free period
did physics workbook
and talk crap with ppl in class

then after tt was english
went through a compo
not bad engslish qutie ok
heng no need write anything
compos super boring
miss ee say gotta drill like crap
hai

then recess went to do chin up
then queued for the spaghetti
i din wanna eat actually
jus cuz gt ppl queue up at the stall
i jus go cut

after recess is physics
-___- tang's lesson
no one dare to talk
seriously
she is that scary
wonder hows the other class doing
apparently after tang came back
she split the class up into 2
half in her class
half in setho class
those in setho class did badly for midyrs
z i got D7 dunno why still in tang class
but ya i think tang teach better la
more clear
setho jus talk talk talk
not tt she suck la
jus tt her lesson not as interesting as tang's
but comparing personalities
mrs setho still better lol
4G ppl shd know why

kk then MT
dunno why exams over still have chinese
then chingboon MC
btw chingboon is my teacher LOL
kkk call ms tan
she MC 2 day liao
ytd nv come got other teacher come
combined class and watched i not stupid 2
i wont say its a good movie
too standard liao
nth special actually
kk but today no one took over
so jus slack in class
weird thing is time passes very quickly
i jus sit there
listen to kavin's verbal diarrhoea
ya jus come out non stop
contentwise u dun wanna know
anw i just listen for entertainment
yah E.N.T.E.R.T.A.I.N.M.E.N.T got it memorised?
nth more nth less

k after sch i pon esp. woohoo
esp sucks man
totally
actually wan go home do hw de
dunno why no drive to do
shitshit its july already!
what am i doing ?!?!?!

kk anw my face recently weird leh
got pimples coming out
z sian
think its the glasses
so tmr i not wear glasses to sch

oh ya tmr maybe going LAN
i know its wrong but..
its life.
haha
although play with jeriel they all waste my time
standard too low liao haha
maybe nt going also
not even full house
go even more waste time

oh ya
im quite addicted to this FF7AC OST
martin lent me
yea so i ripped
some of the tracks dam good
k enough said

and tues i had my chinese oral
z quite lame
ended very quickly
hmm wonder how i did
probably a distinction LOL
k jus kidding
at least i hope its a Dist

sat maybe go out with brooks study
then need to buy a new bag
and im saving like crap everytday
spent too much over the weekends
went iceskating, NYGH FAIR GRRRRR
pok liao

hai life's like tt
cant wait to go JC
cuz today saw some VJ girl super hot haha
on the bus76

well. not tt i can go VJ or wad
go JC is still better than VS
VS everyone so nerd de
yaya including me ROFL
the sec1 batch kns
sec2 batch still quite kiddo
sec3 is AP and fyi for those adagios A.P is attitude prob
then my batch so-so only
there are a few childish fools
in my class some more
i dont wish to name names
u know who u are
AND I KANA AFFECTED BY U ALL WTF
GROW UP LOL

k la this is a boring post

2006-07-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

yoz update

today went to nygh for a "fun"fair

yea to support fellow classmate quoted from hbok

ok so im like reached there at 10.30

wait awhile hb and malc come

well apparently some ppl pangsehed

but heck

okok then go to the fair buy coupon

hb wanted to play games

so we went to this ddr booth

we watched hb play ddr

at first i thot he is damn pro

but jump until the mat become kiam chai

wth

damn shame lor

so many ppl watching

zz cant wait to get outta there lol

ok after that went ard to buy drinks

then went to sherly stall

mus give classmate face

so we bought 2 sticks of seaweed chicken --;

its hot on the outside

but not-so-hot on the inside

but heck

anws we left and walk ard

seriously man they con our money

lol some cocktail or wad costs $4

and hb was complaining

okok so during the break time

we went to ride on this spinning thing

its was so

erm how u say it

so-so

it just spins at a high spd

then rotate the wheel to like maybe 87degrees

and whole body is stuck

cannot move cuz the pressure or wadever

then hb answered a call while riding the thing lol

ok la after that abit dizzy

like cannot walk straight lor

okok after tt we sat at some bench

then got this little girl

maybe like 2yrs or wad

then ya we jus talk to her

i dun wanna elaborate further

then 1 thing that stunned me

EVEN THE VENDING MACHINE CON ME

i put in $1

press the apple juice

then orange juice come out.

ok end of part 1

after tt we went to the gymnasium

then we all jump on trampolines

pretty fun actually

well for more info on this part

pls refer sherly blog

ok then after when we r going home

i tested the vending machine again

this time i pressed soya bean

come out apple juice --;

oh ya i talked to this teacher at nygh

she was like talking to some ppl abt some artworks

apparently its the nygh aep artworks

ya then she ask me whether i from hci

nope im not

ya from vs aep s4

then we talk abt my coursework

then say wad got exhibition then come

cuz the artworks were pushed aside for the fair

ya then go home lor

went home did abit of physics

but ended up drawing

2006-06-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

hey anyone wanna know how shit VS sec4 life can be.
i tell u lah.
today morning reach sch.. erm. 6.45 i think.
then see everyone hair. damn long same as me. mine touch nose.
z then ask ard see whether hair long anot.
cuz we all push to the side.

then we all assure each other
not long la cant see one mr chia is blind.
HENG NO HAIR CHECK CUZ THEY KNOW THE SEC4 HAIR ALL CANNOT MAKE IT.

so heng lor. after sch go trim.

ok then PAL lesson. chong no more teach us english. wtf?
NO MORE VIDEO CLIPS DAMN!
ok later then say abt english lesson.

next was PE. mrtan dunno why nv come. then the female teacher dunno wad name i forgot LOL call us jus run 2 rd then can play game liao.
start running i see sean gay so in front.
then me and jon chan chiong in front whack his ass LOL
then jon went to pull his pants haha. damn funny.
ok anw heck then after games damn sian.
play basketball we start liao then the some soccer guys came over.
shit la they wussy complain soccer field hot. then we jus paly lor.
i din do much though jus pass ard.

okok then recess ate and drink.
actually wanted to shower de. then think sian la. jus change.

OK NOW THE SIAN PART STARTS.

after recess is PE. then emath. wongleemeng knn come in bring amath.
then she know we nv bring la. ok then ask we all self revision.
2 periods rite. 1hr 10 min.
i slept half of the time.
haha damn tired ma.

then i asked ard say emath how many period why so long.
when they said 2 period i was like shit la 2 period so long
liddat english si liao

luckily english wasnt so bad. marissa Ee talk some crap with us. ok la
she was our music teacher during sec 1 and 2 hahaha

so very fast de (lesson which are less boring tend to end faster)
after sch. i walk round the canteen at least 4 times.
all the food like shit.
end up ate ice cream nia.

THEN AEP MAKE ME TULAN THE MOST
KNN THAT STUPID WENDY YAP
SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD
SIAO CHAR BOR
I DUN HAVE MY PHOTOS WITH ME I DRAW WAD SHIT?!!
EAT SHIT LA!
KNNNNN!!

heng i survived
then went home with jon chan and saktish.
me and jc alight go cut hair. abit only the front la.
then go shop and save buy nachos and salsa sauce
then walk all the way to serangoon mrt to buy concession.
pok gai liao.

lol tt abt it. first day of term 3.
i only can say. sucks.

2006-06-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

yesyes tmr sch start liao.
but ill have to stay back everyday
zzzzzzz to study. DAMN YOU ESP!!
but then again go back sch is better than slacking off at home

well anyways. utada hikaru's new album is out!
i wanna buy her ultra blue!
if theres anyone who has it lend me rip pls.
or else i share money with cy go buy.
i managed to kope a track on the internet LOL
it was great.

anw how come the new timetable still got MT?
i thot finish liao? unless its the orals.
heck man. oral no kick one.
spam crap at the examiner can liao haha.

its the last hurdle liao.
okok 2nd last.
still gt prelim rite
fine 2nd last.

still mus chiong rite.
i always say chiong chiong chiong
end up no chiong LOL
this time FOR REAL liao lols

right tmr first day of sch got freeging AEP
shit man.
but nvm after sch i go serangoon stadium jog with jon chan
evening jog best. very slack.
then v long no do chin up le.
mus go do more.

oh yea atie say next sat go seoul garden.
then wtf say i treat? siao ah
knn he say cuz o level mus do good deed so mus treat and get good result.
what bullshet --;
zz ur salary so much dun wan treat ask me treat
i student leh wtf

then i say u ask my dad say can treat then i treat
then guess what?
HE WUSSED OUT! LOL
U WUSS!!
WUSSY!

haha anw. ya think wont be updating alot.
got ppl even wanna unplug com so tt she wont succumb to temptation to use the com.
might as well unplug tv also.
i bet u will still watch tv.

kkkk

2006-06-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

course finish liao yay!
kns monday wed fri no need go there.

sch starting liao.
soon exam will b over.
then jc, then army, uni, then work, then die.
ya its that fast paced.

anw nownow studies first distractions can siam one side.
holiday no time to catch up liao la.
used up on other stuff.

looking forward to monday actually
back with my band of brothers haha

anw ytd suppose go film my art de
morning early go with brooks then when press record button
video head dirty wad crap
and cleaning cassette in school.
in marine parade
siao ah go there.

so end up i went home put down cam then went out with brooks
went to play LAN.
and its like shit damn boring lah
no game de.
ok maybe we lacked players.
so we left after awhile.
end up go yck grassroots club play pool
zzz we 2 wear slippers heng jus managed to sneak inside
then we playt from like 5+ to 11
costs $23.
knn heart pain

then go amk makan supper lor.
missed 1 stop so walk like shit back to central.
so many wc soccer siao kias.
then we were like saying how fucked up soccer is compared to basketball.
bo action one
bo style

after makan we go home lah.
night meet online play wc3
haha. play some stupid green TD until 3.30am
and morning i woke up at 7.30

zz hongbin tell me meet wrong time
cb 10am meet he tell me 9am
knn deprive me of my slp.
shit lah.

then go dc sian sian.
heng last session nothing much.
else will die. and i dun wan type liao. sian shit.

rants rants and more rants

2006-06-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

its updates again, yo.
im startin to feel tired abt being alive.
cuz i dun really see the point of living.
like so many things in this wad we call "life"
we have to worry about.
ranging from work bgr future death afterlife etc. etc.

wad really blurs me is the afterlife thing.
from my POV like wad will happen the moment i stop breathing?
will i immediately take form of a new life?
smth like reincarnate. or will go to a place ppl call paradise?
will i forget wad i was and start anew?
if it is. i really wanna start all over.

the first 10 yrs of my life is pretty much screwed up.
the fact that being in a boys sch. lol.
im not complaining or wad but its made me wad i am now.
like damn quiet in front of others. esp ppl i dunno yet.
once i know em the talking begins.
and its not just talking la. its waves and waves of bullshitting.

right so now. i keep tellign myself. being single is good.
ya like nth to care abt cept urself lah.
but when u see like someone of e opp sex who is chio,pretty, cute, etc.
ull start thinking: wow not bad eh?
and start to know them til u realise yea they r good.
then u try to like get closer or wad.

but then again, sometimes u get wad u wan and sometimes u dont.
just face it. anw its 2 ways la.
okok i dunno where im heading but
wad i really feel is that i had
enough of jioing ppl.
its damn boring always the same thing
and make urself suffer. why not the other way rd?
lol let ppl jio me hahahaha.
i think i can make it lor. LOL
ya for some ppl i know on their msn nick
put some sad shit name like without u, gone case, sadded, all those love love crap.
then i wonder why make urself suffer la.
u have 1 life nia. make sure it be a happy one.
if ppl dun accept u, try harder la, find ways to make e person accept u.
rather than wait for the person or wad.

its all bull la.
and for those who keep rejecting ppl
1 thing to take note. u wont alway get a happy ending
like wad u wanted in the first place.
consider urself lucky tt there are ppl who like u.
rejecting is like throwing away an opportunity la.
must learn to give other ppl chance la.

this is more or less wad ive learnt from the dale carnegie course.
like to become a friendlier person.
dont condemn 1 guy or girl just because u look at em straight in the face and first thing tt comes to ur mind: friend ONLY nth else.

if everything goes like u wan.
all happy endings la.
i think human extinct liao haha.

anw heck i dun care who reads this or not la
but i just wanna record down how i feel towards this la.

so i saw this person going out with friends having fun all that.
im jealous. i dun understand. just cause im not christian? come on.
when i ask, then all events reasons would come up.
zzz do u know its damn sian bo?
kns i ask not to get this kinda bull one la.
1 time nvm u know? its more than that.
a common excuse among ppl would be: no time.
no time my foot la.
no time will watch TV? MSN?
not like doing hw or wad still say no time?
u know wad its these things that make me sian of this bgr thing.
i dun believe im too crap for anyone.
since its been thrown at me? why bother throwing back?
just accept it la. no pt gg thru all the trouble to get frustrated. lol
see this? im sick of this game man.

best solutions to these probs are frens and alcohol. haha.
for me, a person whom i believe i can tell him my probs
is the one and only non other that brooks. haha. hes the best man.
my best friend. best until like shit. from little. haha.
right ill buy u beer when we're 18. :D

well i hope we'll be in the same sch next yr.

BT owns the rest man.

2006-06-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

yayaya updates. dunno for wad. lol. u better read.

ok so. today morning 9+ leave home went bishan meet guanyou.
then go somerset meet the gang.
then early early we went to cineleisure and bought the tix for cars at 11am.
malcolm and hongbin shared the popcorns.
then isee popcorn so ex and i also dun like.
therefore i hired guanyou to be my accomplice.
my accomplice in smuggling burger king into the cinema. haha.
anw it costs me $6.70. not bad la considering that its my lunch also.
i was uncomfortable in the movie la. burger sauce all over my hand.
had to endure til the movie finish then can wash.

okok abt the movie, cars. pretty cool. interesting. a must-watch.
confirm better than madagascar and the wild (i din watch cuz i know it sucked)
the concept is very good. enough said. i dun wanna be a spoiler.

after the movie. hb and malcolm play pool at arcade.
then waste some time before heading to aviva.
well. we were late actually. though we reached b4 the course started.
supposed to report at 1.30. cuz assistants must b briefed. anw heck.

right then course starts and blah blah blah. made a new friend, michael.
hes really cool. taiwanese but study in US. english and chinese got slang. stylo.
then the course today pretty sucked cuz of too many annoying kids. p4 or 5 liddat.
think like they damn big or wad. but no choice must endure!!!
and the climax of the day was that i spilled milo on the table cloth. yeah ^^

i dun think they noticed i just covered it up with tissue and let the tissue suck out the milo. haha.
and the only 2 pretty girls in the course started to speak up more. thats good.
and a dude which always stammers or like super stressed when he speaks shows improvement.
haha its cuz of ME! i helped him k. yup.

i just hope the course gets better lah everyone cooperates and stuff.
and i cant wait for the last lesson. which is on next fri when everyone exchanges their numbers. HEH HEH HEH!
kk enough crap. went home with hb and malcolm. went to eat at lau pak sat. zzz dunno how to spell lah k?
then go toa payoh with malcolm take 73 home. reach home pretty late. 8+

then go online watch youtube lor. and also. im blogging while waiting for ppl.
the end.

2006-06-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

yea its the mid of the june holidays already. i still have so much work to do. and there are so many movies i wanna watch. ==;

they are:
cars
shes the man
almost love
love story (singapore)

comin soon:
thank you for smokin
just my luck

and yea a commercial i saw on channel U for a movie. though i dunno its out long ago or coming. that is princess hours. it looks pretty cool. well. ill jus wait and see.
anw one day u'll see my movie on tv. HAHA.

meanwhile, the world cup. lol. i dun really watch the world cup man. maybe jus a few minutes i sian liao. 90mins is too long for smth which goes on and on especially matches which end up 0-0.

well today is pretty ok despite the fact that i slept whole morning. din have the drive to wake up and get things done. yea THE DRIVE.. then after had music lesson. well it woke me up. i just realised. i enjoy walking. especially when its raining. i also dunno why but i just realised it today. haha. then after music lesson went home when atie called me and asked me to go eat prata. lol. managed to drag cy along. pretty cool. cy sure can eat. maybe its because hes been too stressed up drawing for his fren's forum. then we went to shell to buy stuff. they topped up their fridge with soft drinks. about time since im always the one topping up for them. -- then i bought 2 m&m's white chocolate. its good. nth less. and we just went to his house and searched youtube for spoofs. managed to find some pretty interesting spoofs. yup. very inspiring spoofs. gotta find a day to do those. provided i have THE DRIVE. lol. then watched abit of tennis and soccer.(i do watch soccer just that i dun realy enjoy it)

then here i am. typing in the dark. yea i din switch on the light. check for typos. i doubt theres any. haha. anw. i gotta go. tmr need to go and help out at dc. ignore if u dunno wad is dc. k im off.

wait. i will try to update as much as possible despite not having alot of ppl reading it. but ya, i can look at it sometime laters. this is a pretty long post for me. and 1 point to add. blogging really needs inspiration.

ah heck.

2006-05-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

mid yrs just over. results stunned me. totally. still as bad despite studying. haha.
well, o levels chinese is coming. the coming monday. am i worried?
well, not really. haha. im sure i can do it.

right. i was just thinking which path to take after my o levels.(dun care results 1st)
if i make it into a jc. well, at least 2 yrs of fun?
else to poly to do real work.
enough about studyin. about playing.

recently, im so into kingdom hearts 2. it totally owns everything ive played.
the story is like nth to say. its good. end of paragraph.

ok this entry sucks. bye

2006-05-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

chinese mock exam today and i forgot! din bring dictionary. but dunno why leh today very tired. morning wake up at 5.30, my dad had to call me. reach sch realised got mock exam lah. paper 1 was stupid lah i finished in like 1 hour and was sleeping for the other 1 hour. then a teacher woke me up. then we had a 20 mins break. or 10 mins. i took drinks........... fruit tree fresh orange juice and red bull haha. then paper 2. finished it on time. i think too much lah. then they say afternoon got resiliency course. it was ok lah. cant say its boring or wad but ya quite boring. until the part he relates martial arts to the course. teach us how to defend ourself from being raped (wth??) and how the person would rape or rob a person. overall it balances out lah. then now home blogging tmr going jogging with jc and black arachnia (haha) okok its warran. after that day of LAN.

results comin out on monday i think. well good luck to those gettin results.

oh yea, denise asked if i was interested in the june youth course. hmm. ill think abt it. see got time not loh.

2006-05-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

headache eh. i dunno what i want. or whether what i want is right or not. =.= sheesh.

2006-04-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

that night, i had a weird dream. i dreamt that my uncle was with me. i was so happy. i missed him. i regret not spending more time with him when he was around. until i lost him. i was with him at the crematorium. i picked his ash. and placed it in the urn. i really miss him. when i approached him and talk to him my alarm clock went off. but i was really glad i saw him. everytime i think abt tt day he went up. i will cry.. cannot believe hor.

2006-04-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

exam starts 28th apriL!! been studying chemistry like crazy hopin to catch up. i jus hope i can pass. im working very hard already (compared to last year) at least i do at least 3 hrs of study during weekends. im jus wondering. how hard can 'o'levels be. i mean. if u jus pay attention in class and hand up ur homework, it shd be a breeze ma. for me is another story. i only started paying attention NOW. so everything seems kinda easy now. KINDA.

joshua wanted to drop AEP but i told him we cant. cuz we signed a "contract" in sec1 tt it would be a 4 yr course. but because benjamin dropped so he thinks he can drop. he complains that aEP theory is a load of bull and is hard and is most probably gonna flunk as liong taught us bullshit and left us. lol. but to US (ppl of 4G) joshua is always the top at everything. so hearing him say tt art theory is hard is total crap. i told him theory was easy. though i my score is average. he asked if i can get full marks for the test. i immediately replied, F***. easy not equals full marks lor. siao. i mean wads the point of saying its hard. mus have positive attitude. fail fail lor. next time try again. but dun be like me, happy-go-lucky.

wads the consequence of being a happy-go-lucky guy?

bad results. really really BAD.

2006-04-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

long time no blog. added music to my blog... again. mid yrs coming. time to seriously mug. no choice. hope i can do well :D wish me luck.

2006-02-22T02:42:00.000-08:00

50% and more of class fail geog elec ca. i did not LOL. LOOK AT THIS SHIT BALA I PASSED! BEAT THAT LOL. tmd. always pick on me. nvm. chem test coming. heck. study no study = fail so why bother. :D then art theory wtf sian so many artist. si liao lar. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. then still keep playin warcraft. dota, standard, and some lame games. dunno how to take o level this yr. but hey o level gonna be a breeze la. scare wad. hhaa. amaths quite fine. differentiation danm fun. hmm. first time i did mrs wongs homework this yr. haha. chinese screw up paper but pawned compo. hmm but still buay song lor. heck. --;;;

5 words

2006-02-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

chia is a lame fag

isnt he?

2006-01-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

My uncle is in heaven with Jesus. his church pastor said that. my aunt visioned that too. all i know is that he is safe. hes still alive. hes been granted eternal life. he still lives in us. rest in peace. God bless.

PWNED J00 !!!111

2006-01-08T02:31:00.000-08:00

check above out. sorry if its small.

Right. so school started and homework starts to come in. but theres still room for play! thurs i went to play lan with leejin mao jon chan jeriel and chix (zhi quan). well jeriel was bragging abt his proness (when everyone say he sux) and he challenged me. the results is obvious. i won!! YEA I PAWNED JERIEL!!!11 NOOB!!1!@! haha. anw, so friday they wanted to go again. me and leejin p0n traiining but zuraimi found out. (shit!) so next training gonna tio punishment. haha. zz anything la. well i got shitload of excuses up my sleeves so nvm. HAHA! coming tues is hol again. dunno wana go play anot. but sec4s this yr rmb ar. play can play. o level le. mus prepare. hmm. my plan is first few months slack abit first then after that is bian tai chionging. well, this is how chenting got 9 pts for o levels in 2004. well i hope it works for me. zz my results are quite crap now. but then again. no kick. work hard lor.

anw for those who really wanna get to the top, this might jus help u out:
"If you want to get to the top, prepare to kiss a lot of the bottom."

good luck everyone. happy new year.//

sian

2005-12-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

sian sian sian. christmas sibeh sian. lol. faster school reopen la. at least got shit to do. hahaha. shit sia dunno blog wad. lol. thats all. hahahhaha.

3 more days

2005-12-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

went out with the carnegie ppl. oh shit that sounds shiitty. oh heck. we went to watch chicken little. basically chicken little doesnt suck that much. its not tt good either. like most ppl saym even the magazines say, tt the plot not tt good. so anyways, we went to foodcourt, was it? to eat. i ordered some noodle with shit sauce on it and i sorta freaked ppl out. lol. anw it tastes kinda good. salty. now u know the taste LOL. u try it and let me know the ORIGINAL FLAVOUR. haha. then play arcade. see hongbin play the drum. wa qiang. i stunned diao.

so anw, reach home then watched appleseed. its good.damn good. my consolation after recovering from chicken little. hmm din expect smoeone to come online huh. hmm quite resourceful, used web messenger. anws, jus 3 more days ma. extend til monday only. can wait la. haha.

ok the end.

SAW

2005-11-30T17:58:00.000-08:00

watched saw 1 at chenting hse ytd. with atie ad chenyang. started off with me and chentingscaring each other sort off. but it turns out to be nothing. lol. jus blood and some sick stuff. anyway i admire the psycho dude as he thought up of such flawless plan to make the person kill himself without doing much except for setting up everything. 1 word to describe the movie, F***! tonight watching saw 2. if i manage to learn or be influenced by the movie, my first target would be atie cuz he would not 1 on 1 me in CS and i ended up fighting him and 10 bots. 1 v 11. u can imagine the score. ==; played starcraft with chenyang. it took some time but he surrendered cuz we were both pissed as we had no more resources and cannot fight into each other's territory. i would have to admit that i lost though. cuz he gave me chances. lol. aw its over already. tonight a rematch maybe?

the word "suck"

2005-11-24T06:50:00.000-08:00

ok i start to like the word suck. example, "if the world din suck, we would fall off it" pretty true right? ok next "the day *****soft makes something that doesnt suck, it is the day the made the vacuum cleaner". heard from chenyang. thanks alot. it made sense.

and this week has been rather eventful. happy and sad moments.
Just lose it.

the slacking continues

2005-11-12T06:37:00.000-08:00

watch smallville with atie at ct hse untill 6am in the morning. i have nothin to say. well, comments? lol.

wah so long nv blog

2005-11-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

yay finally the nov hols! can play le. but cannot slack too much. next years o's. but, who cares that much. lol. mrs chin says im happy-go-lucky. well, i dont deny that. thats just me. anyways,hols started 3days ago. on the first day went to play lan with chix(new nickname of zhiquan a.k.a chicken), d.maul (a.k.a the one and only Mao in VS), saktishwarran (suck this, moron), jon tan (the temper-mental), jon chan (member of the "gay" gang but hes not gay), guo quan (ncc member, i always though of him as ba jie) lol. and lee jin's fren which are idiots i dun like. well we played DotA. well i am still noob so got owned in the end. cant blame me, everytime i play warcraft, after awhile i get sianed. so typical me la, get sianed easily. so after played CS. mm v long nv play le, so got "rusty". i used to be pro ok. lol. "trained" online you know. haha. after tt nth to do so went home. we played for 4hours i think. it was 5+ le.

reach home, i called atie. wanted to go ct house play game AGAIN! lol. he asked me to stay overnight, besides it was deepavali the next day. no problem la. live so close nia. so had dinner and went over. played CS. AGAIN! lol. so fun la. at first played 2 (both of us) vs 5 bots. due to my rustiness and the AI's cheatness, we got owned. when i say cheatness it means real cheatness. for a moment u see his back facing you, u walk out and u receive a headshot as a gift. how sweet. ok anyway, CY set up his mom's NEC notebook and we played 3 v 6 bots. though got owned but it was fun la. its like the real swat team lor. rescue hostage. we got strategy even. haha. cool right. after awhile CY said he was tired and went to bed. left me and atie play starcraft. 1 game only. last an hour plus. and we went to bed at 6am. lol.

woke up at 11+ cuz someone sms me ask me whether wan to go out anot. at first i said no....... cuz super tired can. but after brooks called me asked whether im going. well since my buddy is going so i cannot pangseh him ma. after i left CT hse brooks said his tuition changed time. dots %$^%%#*&(*) pangseh me.. i just left and want me go back back CT house ? no la so paiseh. haha. so no choiuce go home first. at home also nth to do so go out lor. sian went out 4 ppl nia. ended up with 3. went arcade played some games and left. (SOUNDS BORING RIGHT?) went back to bishan with nya. supposed meet CT at j8 cuz he wanted to buy CY his present (his bdae 1st nov) , a deathnote necklace we saw at comics connection b4. very cool de. but i slept very little so tired so nv go lor. nya wait at bus stop with me. talk bad abt teachers =_= bad as in joke ok. no offence. reach home eat dinner and went to bed. ard 6.50 liddat.

woke up 8pm atie call me go buy CY bdae cake. walked to serangoon garden buy cake. bought some mango cake la. then i bought mango freeze. trust me dun drink it. u will get diabetes. lol. so we went back and guess wad. palyed CS! haha. celebrated CY's bdae with his family (Im the extra hahaha) at ard 11+ then went back and play starcraft!! lol. finished the game at ard 12+ then i walk back home. and fell asleep immediately. woke up at 1pm, and had porridge for breakfast+lunch and started to update this long and wordy entry. lol sorry if sian then i guess u shd stop reading. cuz. its all rather nonsensical or however u spell it.

ohya my results, promoted to sec 4, yay! but failed 3 subjs. 2 science and amaths. lol. pls dun tell me to drop science i wont. haha.

ok thats all.

finally

2005-10-15T06:44:00.000-07:00

exams are over, sort of. wed still got aep. but who cares? can play liao haha. ayway i exam period also got play. exam results? most prob wont fail or retain. or i hope so.

exams over still got film to finish by next fri. how? no choice. actually partly is school fault ma, instructor nv come, lab not done on time. ok fine, i am lousy. =_+

holidays comin dunno wad to do. mus save money also. if not hols be beggar only. haha. nothing much to blog leh. sian.

first paper

2005-10-07T04:31:00.000-07:00

ah sian todae first paper. quite easy. but i shall not get complacent. erm since its friday, after the paper it seemed that its the last day of exams. not only i think this way, other ppl also think this way. when i get home, i jus dun have the drive to study. need motivation. guess i wont fail. for chem, i think i can jus give up le. im never good at chem no matter wad i do. how? drop ar? i dun think i will be taking science course even if i go jc lor. but i duno leh. sometime lucky can pass. tmr sat le, in another 10 more days, im officially free. to do wad i wan. to do wad i din do during the june hols. if i dun do it, i will regret all my life. haha. hmm whether will it be successful i dunno. u might be wondering wad it is. sadly, im not gonna tell u.

it is so near, yet so far from my reach.

ah exams

2005-10-06T04:42:00.000-07:00

tmr my first paper le. gonna be a breeze la. but the day before the paper, which is today, i spent half day playing megaman battle network lol. bo liao ma. mm but studied my ss le. no kick la. haha. latio tio fail i laugh ar. anyway, i dun think i will tio retain. why? cuz pass english and 2 other sub can le ma. haha.

oh ya dun expect too much from other ppl. mm. i dunno where atie go this quote from but its kinda nice. "expectation is the root of all heartache" erm well.. i dunno. haha.

sian recently i kinda AP. dunno why. just. irritated. why cant ppl jus shut up while having a ball game. and why mus everyone play with a smiling face. thats dumb right. well, thats reality.

mm recently nth really happen lor. well, mugging for exams. what to do. 9 days of paper then free le. not yet la. still got aep assignment haven finish. argh film so hard =_+

ahh. test.

2005-10-01T06:16:00.000-07:00

someone call me blog so i blog. basically, i studied abit today. but blogger like got problem. so dunno if can work anot. test test test. exams coming soon. jia youu =_=

|3L0g

2005-09-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

blig blag blug bleg BLOG!

finally, a post.

2005-09-09T02:57:00.000-07:00

zz someone call me post de. well i promise so i mus post. lol. ok so nth really happen to me leh. holidae, mon to thurs went to sch. thurs most fun. we did a trial film. damn funny. well ill try to get it on the com asap. and wel basically i palyed games with brook at home. so i htink i gotten abit siao le. lol nv rest eyes. sch reopen mus stop. oh ya and abt the dialogue, well maybe i tmr then type lol. ps. haha. and its already friday, i haven done any hw. lol si liao la. nvm ask for extension lol. maybe teacher can give. anyways, tts basically it, i cannot rmb anything le. if u wanna know ask me or smth, like got anyone read this liddat =_+.

day before x3 teacher's day

2005-08-29T04:30:00.000-07:00

haha. sorry i copy the title from someone. anyway. todae ar. quite slack. in sch did nuts. first assembly drag until maths lesson. so we were doing binomial equations. zz i know nuts about it? then moved on to chem. i failed chem. haha. ): oh ya im glad that i got 72 for emaths which is, LOL I DID NOTHING AT ALL HAHAHA. but got 50 for amaths. well, expected. then after recess is GSS. bala brought usto lab. supposed to do work. but slacked there DL music and stuff. danm slack right? then after got physics, but ms tang invigilation o rhowever u spell it. then mr ng took over. 2 more periods of amaths. well i got to understand binomial theorem more. then lunch, went to media lab get equipment for course. did tech handling todae. well. handling a camera. zzz. so easy. haha. not really la. actually the basics. then went to do some shots. wow. its fun. its damn hilarious. but after touching the cam "noobishly" and still able to produce some not bad results, im quite confident that my film will be nice. heh. ego. anyway. finish liao then go home lor. listen music on bus. lol no more. here blogging. zz haha. okok no more le bye.

dots i hate sunday. sorta.

2005-08-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

lol. damn sian today. afternoon play abit of game with brooks. then went for lesson. come back went bishan top up farecard. i really shd get more apparel. need new threads. lol. someday la i go buy. then go home. mei got fever. high fever. actually morning tio liao. 5+ then afternoon ok leh then abt 7 plus fever again. wa lau. ke lian. dad chiong to get icepacks for her. the baby fever sticker paste on forehead. chiong to buy leh. haha. well but i use com he wont nag at me. lol. then on TV every single channel is Lee Hsien Loong face. not that he not handsome la. but he talk at least give us a choice to watch other stuff? lol. so i went to watch idoido. kelvin lent me since b4 june. i nv touched. well, its nice, but i un like adrian pang. and its too drama. haha. but i like it in a way that its local. hey mark lee is my idol. comedy lor he. hahaha. hes got the sg flavour in him. yea. well i hope all films i make will have the singapore flavour in them. haha. well actually i prefer acting. hmm no one spotted my "talent". well i have stage fright i guess. zzz well. too late la. sec 3 le. so this yr clear promotion then sec 4 chiong le. haha. its strategy k?

how i wished time would reverse, then again, who wouldnt? haha.

ok. nth to write le. lol

Happy Birthday

2005-08-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

todae my bdae. haha. in sch nv get jeg/jack or however u spell it. lol. but if someone does that im not supposed to retaliate. lol. some tradition. haha. after sch went art room supposed to do the chen chong swee crap. but then went up played phone with lee jin and jeriel. took mao's pic with a monkey frame. looks good on him. maybe hes supposed to be liddat? haha. then zhi quan wait for us do the chen chong swee until 'bu nai fan'. lol. then i played with the wire thing. so bo liao. then made a heart. haha cool. (; then lee jin's mom 'tompang' (gave me a ride) me home. well. untill a busstop near his hse la. then soon after, 147 came. so went home. hower and put some stuff into the wire heart. haha. so NICE. then later went out to "celebrate". well sortof. haha. anyway, i din know what happened to the wired heart. ahem. haha.

okok untill here >>> .

national day!

2005-08-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

okok national day. actually i dun really care la. nt that patriotic. anyways. morning go nyjc played ball. yeap. quite fun. i now can hit board and lay up le. wow. O.o and i din even know. haha. then after tt walked home with CT. i went home first then online talk abit msn then went over again. played games and crap lor. then the parade. din watch the performance. but watched the march pass of the contingents. until the mobile column. yeap. then went for dinner. finish le then i zhao home. went esso with ct first la. bought apple and aloe vera. nice. haha. went home le then talk to liangtong jie. so long nv talk to her le. yup. then dl ace combat 5 music. wow. nice. i now then found. heh. the journey home is great, vocal by Mary Elizabeth McGlynn. so nice. argh i love tt song. haha. its so freeging nice.

oh ya. told aunt emily le. i wan buy mp3. yay. old one spoiled le. lasted a year only. haha. srry aunt. lol. yupyup. iriver one. haha saw bird's one. so cool can? haha. hmm then i want new shoes. yup. either asics or mizuno. theur design is cool lor. but ex leh. no $$. im poor guy u know. heh. yeap.

yea tmr stil hols. but nth to do leh. feel like playing ace combat again. its so cool. nono cant play game le. mus chiong le. if not retain i jump building ar. lol. no la. jus jk. haha. sianed.

anyways, so here it is.

Journey HomeThe journey begins, Starts from within, Things that I need to know.The song of the bird, Echoed in words, Flying for the need to fly.
Thoughts endless in flight, Day turns to night, Questions you ask your soul.Which way do I go? How fast is to slow? The journey has it's time, then ends.
If a man can fly over an ocean, and no mountains can get in his way.Will he fly on forever, searching for something to believe?
From above I can see from the heavens, Down below see the storm raging on.And somewhere in the answer, There is a hope to carry on.
When I finally return, Things that I learn, Carry me back to home.The thoughts that I feed, planting a seed, in time will begin to grow
The more that I try, The more that I fly,The answer in itself, will be there.

okok abit messy. sorry la. sheesh. haha. okok byebye.

todayy.

2005-08-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

morn went sch. late. ok well. heck. sian leh. celebration waste time nia. then go home. showered, supposed play bball with ct. then watch mv. however. dunno why, we went watch mv first. watched 7 swords. yup. its rather ok la. the something something moon sword quite cool, altho like no use. haha. then tmr morn play ball. these few days ar. sianed. im not even supposed to come online. now talking on msn seems so hard. anyways, no hope le. why bother? restless recently. not active le. jus want to sleep as early as possible. haha. anw, cat help thinking that somethin will happen to the parade tmr. zzz. i wonder. what will happen tmr is still unknown. i should see to it as it comes! NOT predict. gone le la. gone le la. how? haha. craps. =/

dual face, single heart

2005-08-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

its for my gd. (:

so tired

2005-08-04T20:33:00.000-07:00

so tired. so tired of these. u are fortunate to have 2 gd frens. i envy u. im tired. i wanna sleep. stressed. we all are. thank u all who made me realise my mistakes. thanks.

2005-08-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

haha. wasted.

2005-08-04T02:32:00.000-07:00

tired.. i wanna sleep..

zzz

2005-08-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

went tpy library. supposed to research up on chen chong swee. lousy library. cannot find la. actually wanted to go bishan, but no library. anw, chicken stay near tpy, so go there, plus her auntie fetch. went to the bus interchange makan lunch, wet popular bought the board. sian la todae forgot to bring money out. not enough. okok anws, went to library, the nya also gg to tpy change bus, so met in library, talk abit only lar. hmm then went back to bishan. talk halfway bus come. zhao home lor.

hmm din expect u to blog abt me, ced. nice words used. although i did it tt time too. well, cant believe wad u said abt me. oh wells, anw i dun wanna waste my time on you. since u said tt abt me. it only makes me wanna end it faster. geez, i rather have no frens than have u as a fren. haha. dun wanna say le. waste time only. u spoilt it once, now u wanna do it again? well. up to you. childish. u can think abt killing me all u want, but does tt solve anything? well well. stop here.

bye.

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2005-07-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

anyways. hmm actually planned to go out. then halfway cacelled. then again wanted to go out. went with nya!! haha. go find shermin lor. ya meet in j8 popular. then went to her block downstairs. met her mom. haha her mom so keute la. so cool. unlike mine. anyways. talk alot of crap lor. from this until that. haha. went back to bishan mrt, went to novena. omgosh cant believe tanya went to the wrong side of the elevator! hahaahhaha. then kept suaning her. alot of thing. from this to that. ok anyways. met up with shermin. she still working but went with us to eat dinner. haha. they ate noodles. i ate western food. argh the pasta sauce like crap. yuck. then went back to her work place. she tore of her phone's "Gad-Wrap" than make new one. walau she make f.o.c ppl make mus pay $18. lol. but then the cartridge got prob. claim tt the cartridge dun like us. bleah. wadever. haha. hmm then wait, talk blah blah blah, then went home. talk abt sch teachers. oh ya mUS say here. tanya talk soo soft. haha. mus repeat so many times. lol. sry la. heh, bleah but she wont get angry :P. okok. then walk home. basically tts it. so tts all.

bye

slack slack slack

2005-07-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

wa liao. ytd late. then todae mus reach sch by 7.. stupid school. anyways. by right todae is PE , but raining. so end up. free period. after that is english. talk abt persuasive speech. listen to martin luther's speech. ok la i listen until i sleep. hahaha. then of course. kena caught. heng no punishment ar. then after that is recess, went down with CS and Bird. ate fries!! haha. then after is chinese. mr chew hua soon, a.k.a chew peanut, talk crap. hes the lamest teacher around. listeed to an hour and 10 minutes of crap instead of chinese lesson. haha. then after that is bio. i nv take, so its free period. watched Chicken play chess with XianKao, a.k.a Nun. haha. so cool right? so many nicknames. then after that they all sian then go play table tennis. left me and Charles in class. we tok kok sing song play mahjong, after that then go down see em play. soon, dissmissal le!! we all went down makan lunch, ate indian rojak. haha. actually had maths makeup lesson. then MrNg pangseh us. haha. then in the end go home lor. shdnt have eaten in sch. my grandmother got cook!! argh! nvm. wads done is done. haha. went home go msn afk. hmm todae tanya so early come online huh. usually very late de. hhaa.

bleah tmr have alot of boring lessons. mus slp early. haha.

till here.

hahahaha

2005-07-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

actually din wanna post abt it. but anyways. here goes. ytd brooks said he read ced's blog. and told me to read too. well, i read. i laughed. i know u might be reading this. but, that's too bad man. what on earth did i ruin lor. please la. even brooks found u weird. in cinema, sit cannot sit properly mus see here see there. come on la. we know what u doing. and after? followed her ard like a leech. u might be wondering.. wads wrong with that? fine, i shall tell you. even its it was me, i would find tt irritating. yes, irritating. u mus think on that day, u with her all along. u happy, cuz, she nv tok to me rite? anyways. u thought. okok. then after mv, u all went home, pangseh me and brooks. you? happy la. then brooks told me to stalk u all. it was NOT my idea. please let me get this point clear. well, u think u all tgt very long, happy la. well, tts good for you. anyways, u 2 share smth special. yes, i thought so, but, i dunno wads tt. so its pretty fine with me man. but i came along and ruin everything??? HAHAHA.. please la. what did i ruin? come on. no point clinging onto something which u know the result. so, i just wanna tell you, let go. u have to. seriously la. okok. tt time, u were in that "depression" mode. and, thats when everything started all over. we both had a chance ok? come on. i let u liao la. its the truth. =__= if this go on, its gonna get worse for you. why i even bother to tell you? tts cuz i dun wan u to deceive urself. face it la.

ok shall stop this here.

next. abt todae, late for school. although homework got hand up. tchr nv scold, chicken go kick my leg then the area near the knee the pants there ot hole. haha. but its alrite. good mood. haha. then recess went down with CS and daniel. wanted to eat fries, then not open. haha. stupid lor. then end up eating vegetable rice. haha. then go back to class bala nv come. so shuang. free period. then some boliao guys play the "hypnotising game" at the back of class. well, nt really hypnotise la. its just stop the blood flow to the brain and the person will faint for like, 5~8 seconds. hilarious. can laugh, but think again. ppl's life at risk, i not playing la, was talking to ppl lor. then after got physics. tang, call me move seat again. move to the front. confirm got issue with me one. then the starting of the lesson quite sian. i copying notes, until the word , "potential difference", i copy untill sleep. diao. but i dont look like slping. heh. i gt skills mah. but then, tang happen to be in ffront of me and knocked my table. then after that, quite fun la was able to pay attention. then after had art, did theory, ok la. then abit of practical. the drill cannot work, so i gotta do the drilling tmr. haha. then go home! finally. took the bus, slept all the way home. so tired. then now blog lor. haha.

ok la.

till here and then.

bye.

TAG!!! lol..

HI!

2005-07-14T03:57:00.000-07:00

HI~! nv blog for so long liao. haha. hmm what to say leh? school. nth lar. normal things. held workshops at SAM. er. quite fun BUT also quite sian. little kids all got attitude problem lol. haiz. dunno what happen to kids nowadays. lol. then today, stay back in sch. helped liong draw markings on walls for the paintings to be hung onto. the chicken got attitude face. haha. then kena suan by mr liong. good. idiots with attitude or F*** faces shd die. ya also dunno why. smth wrong with ernest. class monitor. nowadays fall asleep in class, then talk so soft i call him repeat also shout at me. smlj? attitude. something wrong is going on. recntly pocket not enough money. lol. suay la. then 2.4 run did bad. got cough. then lose to jeriel. WTF? damn. mus re run. blardy hell. ncc day parade this sunday. sian. dun wan go. CLT got issue with me. as in. always call me do things. suay lor. who ask me spec course so high profile. always tio scolded by that CLT. dang it. oh ya. did i mention that i fell ill for 2 days? so shuang lor. at home.. hahaha. play game. oh ya. ytd. asked nya to go online i nv go. pangsehed. lol. SORRY. then daniel ask me play game i not free. know why? i slept very early.. smth is wrong with me. i slept at 5 to 7.30 then wake up makan dinner, then sleep at 8+. CANNOT!! TONIGHT MUS SLP LATE. got show to watch. lol. mus stay up. then mus pei some ppl on msn. lolol. ok la ok la. my post very sian and not organised right? i know. sorry lor. haha. rmb to tag hor.

thank you thank you. =P

til here and then. (mus wait a few weeks b4 i blog again. lol.)

what am i doing.

2005-06-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

i dont know what am i doing now. it feels all so stupid. i dont get it.

ok time out. gimme a break.

ssian ar

2005-06-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

haiz. everything is back to normal recently. ced's in malta. havent really thought of THAT for some time. of course, i decided to not think abt it. but. sian. it jus comes back. ceds in malta.wonder when will he be back. haiz. i dunno whats going on now lar. so i guess im just being stupid in front of everyone.

ssianzz. i wish, i wish that i can faster complete my o levels. do what i want.

ya so many ppl likes her. lol. yup plenty. u cant count ya know. so im jus one of em, nth special to her. haha. so, no point. anyways, this thing jus suddenly came outta my mind. so might as well blog abt it, if not i would have th to blog liaos.

feeling : crappy

haiz. haiz. haiz. its so hard. so hard. to give up. well, if i wanted to i would have given up. or shd i say, forgotten abt this liao. so i guess, contacting her again would = pain. haha. its no wonder many ppl likes her. why? yep, shes pretty, shes nice, all the good things u can say, but at the same time. lotsa bad things too! haha. no offence leh.

so i guess the main reason ppl like her is cuz of her looks. who dont wan a pretty girl as a girlfriend? haha. no one rite? haha. man. i crap alot liaos.

anyway up till now, i still dunno who is the special person in her heart. eeryone would have someone special mah. so i told her mine liaos, and i dunno hers. haha. it so unfair. ):

yes!! jus tell me! haha. so far what i know is that we r too young for that. hhaa. sad. maybe thats why i wanna finish my o levels asap. but then again, time lar. still need to wait.

wait. i dun think that my waiting is smth big lor. i shdnt keep having a mindset that waiting for very long = i mus have it. thats so naive. haha, during the time when i still cant find her, i always had dreams of we all contacting each other. haha. so lame right? heh, i have not told anyone this yet. anyways, so love triangle is like the theory of scissors paper stone. everyone will be harmed.

recently, so many things happened. told me to call her? her reason? talk to me bt some weirdo making prank calls. or maybe smth else? haha im thinking too much. stupid me. haha. but seriously, i gotta comment that the first thing she says to me when she comes online is "oi". how creative lor. haiz. i come online, not to play online games, not to dl music. is mainly, wan to talk to her. ~.~

so now, i relly jus wanna know whats she thinkig abt now and stuff. things she wont tell her friends. i want to be her someone special. well, i guess thats my wishful thinking. anyways. he read liao i paiseh leh!! hahaha. bo pian. mus blog. i cannot keep it to myself. will explode de. the prob with me? like to keep stuff to myself. haha. thats a bad point. good point? none. so another bad point. like to pangseh ppl. HAHAHa. sad. sad. sorry to those whom i have pangsehed. i will change. i will. i certainly will.

okok really gotta go nows.

so, till now and thens.

oh ya rmb to tag. LOL.

updates

2005-06-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

hey, jus updated a new song. gotta take time to load. its a chinese song. but at least liten it out lar. haha. its really nice.. haha. jus bought the cd. comments on the ong thanks. tag.

((:

slacking roxx

2005-06-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

haha basically, todae, i slacked the whole day. at home playing games. haha. i think i spent whole afternoon playing GunZ with mao. haha. so fun. well sorta. thrashed him like theres no tomorrow. oh ya, besides playing, got ppl come my hse do smth to the windows. i dunno do wad lar, took out and fix back again. i cleared all the mess they made. so infuriating. the scratched the floor of my room. haiz. sian. so basically tts wad happened todae.

hmm. i think i shd go to sch and train my 2.4 , basketball and touch up my art. its so crappy. how to exhibit liddat. haha. im sorry for the model, i used the wrong colour. paiseh. i used dark brown, and it looks like an indian. sheesh. haha. so, nyas online so i think i would be playing minesweeper with her. haha. always lose de. sian. she too pro. but then again, if shes pro, how abt jaslyn? shes more pro. haiz. i not suitable for playing these kinda games. ahahaa.

so, till here and then.

will try to blog more often. tata.

Specialist

2005-06-09T05:34:00.000-07:00

oh yea. passed out of spec course todae! ahahaha. was a best cadet nominee. ahaha. ME? lol. no lar. nv win. eric hiah won. platoon best. haha. kkk, so shall talk abt the camp now. basically, camp made lotsa friends. from siglap, eric,benjamin,izwan. from bedok view, kianghua, ameer. from KC, xiaotian and farveen. and others. okok most of em are jokers. sheesh. especially farveen. irritatin + buay tahan. noisy like free. heck. wads impt is. i passed out! as a 2SG! + best cadet nominee = top 10% = will be invited to join super numerary! oh heck wadever that is. i not gonna join. i gonna end my ncc life asap. so boring. haha. oh ya 4got to mention. from greenview, a super spastic person. IQ low like siao. he fall in at wrong section, but thats not a big prob, still the same company, however, he fall in at another company, and even had photo taking with them. omg how dumb is that? and guess wad he passed out with? 2 stripes, no change, senior corporal. he dun deserve to be a specialist lar. hahaha. he dun even know his mutual topic. haha.okok.

overall

camp was rather slack lar. so nth much to say.

then went home, showered, went to esso, bought sprite ice + ruffles chips. (btw my throat just recovered today) so now bloggin, gotta find a day go sch, train bball + 2.4km. and get a day to buy proficiency badge, orienteering badge and marksman badge, and 2SG rank for no.1 uniform.

gotta get em b4 GOH rehearsal. haha.

alrites. till here and then.

tata.

no time.

2005-06-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

paiseh. i think i wont be blogging for some time. no time lar. now got spec course. sian. so, ya la. i not here = everyone sian. hahhaa. kkk this post is redundant... haha

tata

pain ar.

2005-06-04T18:18:00.000-07:00

argh. sorry wasted u all's time ytd. haha. basically we all jus talked. hmm good to see tt tanya and shermin can click pretty well. hahha. oh ya. went to PS and meet jin. b4 meeting him 3 of us were like, walking the whole PS. haha. ended up in times bookstore, thats when jin called us. he suggested playing LAN. ok. the girls dun wanna play lor, then they went off. haha paiseh u pangseh u all. but at least they followed us to kovan. oh ya, and we took the bus in the wron direction. we crossed the underpass for nothing. SORRY guys. oh i know how u feel now tanya, being the only girl. hahaha. well at least i experienced it. =__=. ytd was a bad day. ahahahaa.

after the girls left, me and jin went to play LAN, intended to play starcraft, but the LAN shop there dun have, so played 1 hour of CS. hilarious. after 1 hour, it was 6 already, went to ang mo kio raiders. HENG there got starcraft. so played 1 v 1 with jin jun. he surrendered halfway. hahaha. then we played 2 v 1 with the comp. thrashed the comp. then finally the last game, play 2 v 2. thrashed the com as usual. but it took some time. jin jun's army kept dying. haha. then after tt went to makan dinner. i ate ban mian and jin ate western food. after that went to 7-eleven,i got a cup of slurpee and we both bought the roulette gummy thingy.

i reached home at 9.30pm. junhe sent me the info for spec course. then too tired to blog so this morning then blog. and the most impt of all. my throat hurts alot. swallow saliva also gonna die. sian.and now, i cant swallow anything. sheesh. heck tmr spec course starts, pia through it liao. bo pian. haha. hope it gets well tmr though.

i survived

2005-06-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

ok back from the camp. it was ok. cuz we were taking it, so, basically, we could do wanything we want. actually nth much memorable lar. i jus wanted to go home asap. i hate camps. oh ya. i slept on the table. and the floor. solid ground. sheesh. back pain lar. here pain there pain. heck. im home now.

oh, the best activity was the nightwalk. we watched the eye 2. me + jin + junhe. we were stationed at HOD toilet. wahahaha. so damn cool. jin painted his face black and pasted 2 fake eyes, made of paper. haha. he looks damn corny. ok, then junhe painted black under his eyes. he wanyted to smudge and have a "zombie" look. however, he overdid it and, he made a moustache. =__=. dumb. and he tried to rub it off, which resulted in making him look even worse. ok. i wore this mask thing. jin lent to me. it was a scream mask. it really scared the hell outta them. hahaha. so fun.

other than that, other actvities were normal.

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and so, that ended the camp. i went home with a stupid dogtag (hey, i rejected the idea of having it) and had a weird sore in the throat. however, i can still talk. sheesh. how lame is that? anyway, i think we did a great job though mr zuraimi said we sucked. oh ya. we owed girish 60 but thanks to senior daryl, we din hafta do it. wooo! k, hes goin for CLT course. yay! he's the best PS ever.

now im back, the boring days are oveR!! hahaha. hmm, anyone miss me?
eh.. i guess not.. hhaa, wishful thinking.

ahahaha

2005-05-29T18:05:00.000-07:00

okok. lax. i shall focus wad ima gonna do for now. others can be left aside. and. sorry, we are stil frens. LOL. okkok i let u lar. since when have i never let u ? hahaha.

anyways. im blogging crap in the morning. i feel damn refreshed. i jus hope that nothing eventful gonna happen todae. hmm i think i gonna go get some clothes after getting my no.1 uniform. haha. then get a pair of new shoes as well. then maybe gotta gowatch episode 3 with CT. bo pian. i gotta make it up. cuz i pangseh him the time we were supposed to watch ep2.

oi CY. dun talk abt this ok? haha. good.

craps. thats all now. what do u guys expect mme to write when i jus woke up. hahah. kk. gotta go sch soon. bb.

end it

2005-05-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

okok. the only damn way to end it. i give it up for now. and, it also means that, we are no longer friends. sorry. u can think wad u wan now. i dun care. im jus frustrated. as jin had said. only true love will win. so, im not sure whether its true love or what now. for what i think is, u are just using her as a sub for your ex. ok thats wad i think. u are desperate. be angry at me. i dun care. what can u do? im sick, and i had enough of ur bullshit. ok? im sorry.

anyway, u chose to not choose. what i think is that u are afraid of what will happen after ur decision. so, i guess i will not do anything much now. however, tt doesnt mean im not an option. haha. besides, i already asked u ytd liao. if u forget, let me know. i can repeat.

im sorry everyone. i did all i could. hate me if u all want to. =__=

it goes on

2005-05-28T21:33:00.000-07:00

ok. tmr, 12pm meet at foyer, go amoy qwee camp collect our no.1 unform. ahahahha. a no.1 uniform!!! u guys wont get to wear it. ahaha. mabe u can lar. ok here's how i, or we, vsncc land get to wear it. we are the best unit!! in singapore!! i think. ahahaha.

btw, june hols got some AEP open hse thing. and finally! we got our own AEP t shirt!! given by moe. yea. yea. yea. think its orange de, tts wad liong said. and also, we gonna teach some primary sch kids charcoal drawing. ahahaa. im looking forward to all these. and smth better! july!!! aEP do video. woooo!

oh ya, from 31st may to 2nd june is the unit camp. ahahaa. we are conducting it. ahhaaha. yea, the night walk. we gonna scare the daylights out of everyone. hahaha. then 6th to 9th got spec course. promotion camp. ahaha. jus hope i get a nice rank lar.

haiz, lousy rank i also dun mind actually. jus do my best and that's it lar. haha. oh ya, and also im thinking of getting into basketball again. geez, i have so much talent, and its just i dun wanna unleash it. ahahaa. okok craps.

tata.

for what?

2005-05-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

went to watch madagascar. ok, it was great, but can u believe it? i din enjoy it. if u were me, u wont enjoy it either. im jus so damn irritated.

er, and ya i know my flaws. i think too much abt myself. my fault. my fault.

fate

2005-05-26T05:06:00.000-07:00

its just fate. i had to do filming. jacen tan or jason tan. was invited to our sch by mr ong. ya. its arts day, and we were watching his film. tak giu. u could say i watched it many times and able to memorise what they were gonna say. nevertheless, its a great film. and its jus pure fate. for AEP we gonna do filming next term. it came at the right time. jus when CY and nya was preparing to write me scripts. but that is not gonna be my proj. i got my own idea. and ya. nya. yes i need ur help thx.

ok. now some crap. im not a good friend. u can have me as a friend. but leave out the best. cause, i believe, i can be someone more impt. well, sorry for saying no but i think u also dun bother abt it. good lar. hes ur best friend liao. good. haha. but heck, it doesnt concern me. i learnt to carry on no matter whatever happens. bleah. i might lose my "sense of humour". think its fading lar. whats the point of being lame? inject happiness into others and, make a fool of yourself? i thought through all these things. so, if i happen to be cold. haha. thats too bad. scarred. some things just canot be erased, meaning, cannot be forgotten.

geez. went to serangoon garden 17e jus now. play games. CY supposed to write script de, but he needs time, so i ended up playin games. -__-. chaos legion. play until last stage. sian. haiz. well i think i shd not play too much games. focus on some other things which are more impt. eg. school work, proj and the list goes on and on and on and on...

oh ya forgot to mention. congrats nya. president of smss eldds. told u that u gt leadership potential liao. haha. im praising u ok. so be glad. not everyone can be a leader. actually, its passion that drives people. u put ur heart into it, no one can stop u. haha. i ave up on my cca already. its meaningless. for the upcoming camp, sian. sec 2s are losers. no respect for seniors. no more Mr. Funny and Nice Ben. its Mr. Hell Ben. mark my words. u guys are gonna get screwed. yes. tmr. u all die. junhe and i decided to pump em tmr. this will make them show some basic respect.

violence wont solve anything. i will jus dao anyone who makes me tulan. and if it doesnt stop u, i will get pissed. watch. out.

however, theres still some humour in me lar. say, 40%? haha. ok until here.

tata~!

im back again

2005-05-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

ok i din blog for a few daes. dun ask why. okok. monday, went to distribute flyers to hdb and landed property area. okok. flyers for the child care centre that my dad and his frens opened. okok. i went with TheGang, except CY. ok it was tiring. damn. especially the hdb. however, due to atie's smartness, he planned all our routes in such a way that we did it in a short time. then we went to the landed property area. see the long stretch of road sian liao. haha. and. we woke up all the dogs there. hahaha. then CT give halfway the letterbox got 1 big bug, grasshopper or smth. it was darn big. so. we left it out. hahaha. no guts. dun laugh. u see liao u dare to put i give u $5.

then tuesday. go sch. sian overall failed 3. heck. who cares. semester 2 whack harder ar. then after sch got some entrepreneurship course. my group. all of them including me. were uninterested lar. not we lousy. but if we wan sure can get selected one. haha. ok anyways. i suggested 2 ideas. hey, the ideas are great alrite.

idea 1 : toilet paper soaked in perfume twice. it allows people to clean their behid after business. next, after cleaning, a nice smell would be left on their behind. lastly,it can work as an air freshener when placed in the toilet. how innovative is that?? confirm strike rich one. ahahaha. ok. anyone wanna kope this idea go ahead. i did not copyright it or smth.

idea 2 : open a sabotage shop. people hire us to play a prank or sabotage people they hate. we use different kinds of interesting ways to sabo. but im not telling u guys here. this is copyrighted. haha. so u guys wont know whats up my sleeves next time. and i thought of charging $5 per prank. haha. so. hire me immediately!! first customer got special package. call me for details.

then today. hahaha. i played truancy, well sorta lar. haha. okok nvm. its not impt anyway. i DID NOT play truancy alrite. i jus went home earlier. who ask them to give us 2 hour lunch break. dumb asses. if the course was so useful, everyone would be entrepreneurs liao lor. then singapore everyone entrepreneur, do simi busisness. haha. heck lar. went parkway with daniel and DPK (sze ming a.k.a DesPoKia) haha. we went to yoshinoya. damn. met the gays there. wtf. dun care lar. then went to MPCC play bball. sian. injured leg play bball. plus i long retire liao. so. not tt good lar. mus have TheGang as my team then can. haha i played defend lar. block ppl nia. oh ya. had bubble tea. its not popular now but i think im rather addicted to it. hhahahaha.

okokok. until here liaozz

tata~!

inspired already + more encouragement ((:

2005-05-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

oh yea. thxx CY a.k.a Chenyang a.k.a forestfire ((: thx for the book man. yeap it IS an encouragement. thx. haha.

yeap. todae went to serangoon garden 17E. intended to play DMC3 la. but dunno why cannot work. damn. haha. ended up testing new games for him. drats. alien hominid is tough. i game over-ed on the first stage. haha. and the world war game. so hilarious. i chiong my teamate in front and all of them died. i tried to solo my way through but ended dying (duuuh). then watch CT play NBA2K4, winning eleven. and CY with his frens fixing his blog. adding tagboard, adding songs. why u NEVER ask me?? heck. u got ur board. well done.

haha. atie recently borrowed some calvin and hobbes comics from SP library. yeap. come to think of it. im a fan of calvin and hobbes!! i have a book which my pri sch fren gave me on bdae. haha. so nice lar. i read it over 10 times!! haha. ok. less than 10 lar. and the comic atie borrowed is SO thick. however in one of them. about half of them i already read. so. ya. i read those that i havent. haha. so funny.

and come to think of it AGAIN. my handphone wallpaper i calvin and hobbes too!! gosh. i jus realised. i think im lagging. dang it. by rights im not supposed to be this blur lar. haha.

back to the film book thingy. i DONT have a video cam. drats. perhaps i shd get one. hmm. the question is.. HOW?? er. lie to my dad say i need it for my proj ?? haha. jus jk. he wont buy that. er. think i'll jus save up or smth. yyea.

argh. i wish i could play the Revolutionary Etude by Chopin. hhaa. er. for God's sake. that IS a piece to paly when u are getting a diploma. drats. plus im the kind who doesnt practice at home. guess i will take a decade to master it. or. even worse. 2 decades or more.

and ya. maybe i shd get a part time job. er. maybe working at my dad's friend's childcare centre. and i have the GIFT, mind you, a GIFT, to communicate with my peers. sad i wasnt made a peer leader. guess i dun have that leadership quality which someone has. you know who u are ;). and ya. working there. help bully the kids. wahahhaaa. jus jk. im not that evil. and get PAID too! wooohoo. and that will lead to me buying the video cam. yea ;). alrite.

till here and
tata~

getting more and more inspired

2005-05-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

oh yea, i passed my chemistry. i passed my chemistry. i PASSED my chemistry!!! ya la. pass is pass lar. 52/100 nia. ahahahha!! amath. 33/100. ahaha. crap. sux to the core. chinese overall got 66/100. below expectations. ahahaha.

todae in sch so sian. play chess and check scripts. still got the stupid head prefect elections. kanasai. i ended up voting for firdaus (heck i dunno how to spell). ya wanna know why? firstly, hes from my cca. secondly hes rather lenient. its NOT corruption thank you.

then ya. got some sexuality education. not surprising la. every year also got. but this time. suay suay is liong teach us. wth? quite interesting la. gotta thank him for that. it has cleared all my doubts. i mean. im enlightened. the lecture came at the right time. jus when i dunno what im supposed to do next. getting involved in a relationship requires lotsa responsbilities. etc.etc.

if u jus like someone for no reason, that is NOT love. cuz u only judge her by socially and physically. yeap. that is, her looks and her communication lar. i mean. liong said if someone jus treats u well, u might get the wrong idea of her liking u. ahaha. true lar. but ya. there are 3 more qualities that shows that u truly love someone. that is intellectually, emotionally and the last one i forgot. haha. but ya. this 2 is enough.

ya so, i thought over it. no point rushing anyways. so ya. understanding someone deeper = IMPORTANT. but then again, im not giving up ya.

ok next. went to lasalle-SIA and NAFA. im so damn inspired + inspired + inspired!! the short films works are great. jus makes me wanna make one myself. its gonna be hard though. and its jus an interest, so i might not be good in it. so ya. theres this one abt stopping piracy. yes, its a good one. as in. it gave me knowledge of placing the cameras at certain angles for some effects. i so and so inspired!! and the one abt making up stories abt things ard u in 20 minutes. that was way cool. its so. COOL! yeap. it makes sense lar. so, interested come ask me i can share with u what i saw. EXCLUDING sec3AEP guys who went for the trip. dun try to be funny with me thx.

oh ya. the library lady is so funny. jin go n die lar. laugh so loud. ass. "this encyclopedias singapore onlys has four sets. one ins NUS, one ins nationals library, ones in *i forgot where* and the last ones ins here." " this sides is the place wheres students cans find blah blah blah." wa lau. see lar jin?! damn u. laugh laugh laugh. LAUGH UNTILS U CHOKES! haha. okok.

so. tt sums up almost what happened today. and ya, anyone reading tag me pls. thanks. dun wan also nvm, YOUR CHOICE.

//tata.

dang. what great results.

2005-05-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

todae get back paper. zzz. some of them actually. i shall tell u my score here. so far. i failed physics. 45/100. ahahaaha. miss tang was saying. "u shd work harder. see all ur frends show improvement liao." i always kena blackmark by teacher. suay. ok. my combined humans. that is, geog elect and social studies. geog elect paper. fail lar. thank god. social studies paper pass. ahaha. and that pulled my GSS grades up. yeap.52/100. haha. not very good also. then emaths. 69/100. wa lau. i see liao also sian. 1 more mark mah. and i could have gotten 79. it was all those accuracy, units, statements etc.etc. i lost 10 marks on that. Ng wont give me 1 mark lor. sian. then english. quite surprised lar. got 63/100. while majority of the class was scoring 50~60 liddat. ahaha. but of cuz. got better ones. those siudor (siao) one. haha. 70 up de. haha. well and good la. i beat chicken and jin. hahaa. asses. always suan me.

then the rest i can predict my results. cuz im psychic mah. amath, chemistry 100% + confirm + sure fail. hahaha. what u expect lor. i left so many blanks. ahaha. now mus do the art thing. sux. ok, liong said my idea was great. except i have to work faster. be more diligent lar. yeap. i seriously, i hate drawing, cuz i suck at it. dun even know why im aep. zzz.

haha. tmr skip the entrepreneurship course. haha. go la salle. got some showcase crap lar. haha. sad for GAP guys. they gotta go for the course. ahaha. suay.

and ya. i gotta work on my grades. yeap. and ya, i think i wont go to JC liao. i mean. i cant enter a jc. haha. grades too sux liao. ya. go poly or smth. do what i want. filming~!

okok. tata.

marking day

2005-05-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

im supposed to go to sch todae. and yup. i pon sch. haha. sian la. dun wan to go. later see teachers they say i fail this fail that. then i will sian½ de. so many things happened recently lar. but heck. dun care lar. its like the exams lor. fail = try again. then tmr confirm very late then zhao home de. stay back do art. due fridat. latest is saturday 12.00pm. haha. i haven started drawing yet. wooohoo. haha.

now, is the silent period. which i damn xxxxing hate. im wondering. why am i so damn stupid. whats the whole point. okok. im the real loser. haha. who's depresseD? im not ok. i just. lost all my ego. and. anyone reading this lame crap please tag thank you.

(after 2 hours)

ok. I am back. all my ego and stuff. hope we can all start again. ((:

ok la. until here now.

oh GREAT, just GREAT

2005-05-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

i hate all this man. all this. things. seriously la. i think its unfair to me. yep. let 1 person affect. then again. from ur perspective. im being unfair rite? i know the pressure u got. well. sorta.

1 more chance is needed. ya. i was abt to ask u for it this june. then now, ok i htink i shall scrap that idea. more time is needed.

*ilu

the last day.

2005-05-17T00:08:00.000-07:00

ok. im here again. todae i finished my last paper. haiz. but ya. no mood to take paper. haha. heck. but i still did it ya? ok. CL listening was crappy. i couldnt hear clearly. well so i tikam some of the questions. ahhaha. it ended at 8.30. then gotta wait till 10.30 b4 AEP paper starts. so chicken told me to go play table tennis. i dunno how to play table tennis leh. so anyhow whack. then finally. took the last paper. easy lar. although my answers qutie short. so gone case also. haha. then go back art room do canvas. but haven do the lasso thing yet. so tt can wait for tmr.

haiz. ytd night. alot of things happened. im also too shocked to believe it happened. ahaha. when things were going so well. well, sorta. and something happened due to some person. well, she told me to call her. called. and talk abt tt. haiz. well. we shdnt do anything now lar. its time to cool down. everyone was so pissed ytd. rite, we are still friends. glad yer happy la. ahaha. anyways, since i have waited for 5 or 6 years, im still willing to wait. ok? there are many things i wan to say lar. but diff to say liddat. mus face to face.

and ya. i almost cried ytd. ahahaha. first time this year. well, not cry lar. jus some water coming from my eyes. and i forgot to say. the whole day, i cant concentrate on the stuff im doing. ahaha. if i think too much. it will appear. haiz. why mus liddat leh.

this is all my fault. everything that happened ytd can all link to one thing. me getting the BCC guys together. ya i intended to get everyone together. friend rite? but some loser thinks that he is not part of us. FINE!!

(what u are going to read below will have profanities. if u cant take it, i reckon u dun read.)

ok. u dun wanna be part of us? that is FUCKING fine with me. its that FUCKING attitude of yours. ok ? u think its FUCKING cool? if not for her. i wont give a FUCKING hoot abt it k? u FUCKING hurt her ytd alrite. i know u will read this. if u wan think that u are still part of us. u better apologise to her alrite. if not, u can get the FUCK out of the alumni. we dont welcome FUCKING losers like you. if u can afford to compete, u better be able to accept losses. seriously, i dun really mind if i lose. we can all still be friends rite? i mean what's the WHOLE FUCKING point of u acting like this. what do u gain? nothing. ok? so think abt it man. get a life. "na de qi , fang de xia" able to hold onto it, be able to let go.

ok i dun wanna say anymore shit abt this. its either u FUCK off or come back. go think abt it.

im off.

The Day After Tmr

2005-05-16T01:05:00.000-07:00

the day after tmr. marking day. in fact, after tmr i free liao. tmr art paper. theory crap. no kick la. breeze.

haha. ok. todae had my chinese paper.its not too diff but i regret not memorising my shou ce ytd. haiz. there was a word. i READ it in the book! DANG! i forgot what it means liao. haha.wadever. but im sure im gonna pass it.

during the paper. sian½. got headache. why ? the new glasses lar. but ya im used to it already. haha. i actually did the paper without my glasses. cool. then had a short while of AEP revision. Liong said its rather easy as long as i rmb the artist's names and their works and link their inflence by the western art movements. ((:

it really a short while la. after that wasted some time la. waited for frens to pack their canvas. then go bus stop wait for bus. haha. crapped some stuff with mao. so damn lame. haha.

ya nya's not online cuz shes going out with her friends. haha. so good.
and for me = sian. ahhaa

okok will stop here. continue laters. cuz nothing really happened today.

laters.

Continued

2005-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

ok here i am again.

currently reading notes liong gave us. for the AEP test on tues. last paper !! wooo!
love u all who has been supporting me. I finally made it through the ordeal. hha. lame.

hey, i hope wad u said is true. haiz. sian. im definitely siao. 6 years lor. maybe is me who collide with u. haha.wadever, lame. im outta here.

tata.

The Sianzationalistic Day Part II

2005-05-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

haiz. dun even know why im blogging man. cuz theres nothing to do? ya. tmr is the chinese paper. dun feel like studying. sian. crap wasted the whole day. sorta. i really did nothing. so i shall keep this post short.

when i say short, i mean short.

ok. right. tanya's not online today, brooks is, cedric is and jin jun isnt. rite tanya said she'll be home b4 5pm. kkk. broks leh? talk halfway go play GB. haha. Cedric? listening to music with his zen micro. Jin leh? long time nv online liao. haiz. sian. faster JUNE. we all can go out. play like siao. haha.

alrite.end here. haha.
tata~!

The Sianzationalistic Day

2005-05-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

rite, im blogging crap now. today is super sian. i jus hate saturdays. dunno why lar. nothing to do. well i woke up 10.45 this morning. and the moment i went online, jason was spamming me with crap. super irritated but fortunately, me being sucha nice guy i listened him out.

and TO MY SURPRISE tanya was online too. diao. almost 24hours non stop online ar. well anyways. crapped about. yea i ate oreo double delight for breakfast. yucks i hate the frickin peanut butter. haha. and, i din eat lunch. haha. skipped it. haha. whatever.

i helped nya out with her blog. from getting her TORTOISE skin for her blog to getting her a tagboard. help her edit profile etc. etc. im just too BORED la. and she is like so paiseh as i did lotsa things for her. well, dont be nya. if i really dun wanna do it, i wont. haha. there a few different cases though. like kena force or wadever. so relax nya. no sweat.

actually intended to go to seragoon garden 17E to visit my brothers, but cuz of nya being online, well super long contact liao so jus use this time to catch up with stuffs lor. haha.

well. i listened to 3 albums todae. Shine, Shine and Utada Hikaru. i know im rather lame as seldom ppl listens to cantonese songs. im not cantonese btw. and therefore, i dun understand what they are singin about. i only listen to songs by Shine as i like them. they are cool. yea.

Monday still got chinese paper. sian½. well i hope i can do well. like the previous post stated, ima gonna fail amaths and stuff. i hate VS la. VS jus sux. bear with it. 1 and ½ more year to go lar. then im outta there. well i decided to do filming when i grow up man. its jus so cool. short films. inspired by tak giu. and thanks to CT. icomper of VJC. brother of mine. haha.

but hey, im not going to VJ man. they brainwash u there. so most likely i will go poly or wadever. im not the kinda smart person lar. todae getting my new glasses and say goodbye to the old one. ((:

OKAY.THE ENDING.
yes i think of u but whatever man, i decide to leave it to fate. what's supposed to be mine, will be mine. no point insisting that it is yours. you-know-who lar.zzz
no need make so obvious actually but ya. ur choice lah. make the right one. ((:

okok it will end here.

right.so its time to say tata~!

OK

IM GOING NOW!!

haha. kk.

bye. ((:

Friday the 13th

2005-05-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

er. yes. todae is friday the 13th. supposed to be unlucky rite? haha. heck, i dun even care abt this. hahah.

well, this morning, supposed to reach sch by 9am for AEP (Mr Liong's fault) and, i overslept. woohoo. well not really lar. i woke up at 8.30, showered and slowly walk to bus stop. hahaha. reach there abt 9.30 liddat. heng i nv take biology ar, if noti todae got paper. confirm sian½ de. 2hr 15 minute paper. why would this kinda subject need so much time? i rather they give u s more time for math. er, e math and a math. ESPECIALLY amath. super sian. ytd paper i abt 60 or 70 % dunno how to do. well, i panicked!

ok, back to wad happened today at sch. yes, i haven finish my art. i haven even started drawing the portrait when other are starting to paint. no worries man, i got untill next week. no kick. wahhahahha. all i did todae was slack ard. the only things i did was made my canvas for painting. and i haven even complete that!! well who cares. i love the part where we drill hole onto the wood pieces and start to "screw" it. as in screw nails into it. hhaha.

i din know that mr liong listens to SHINE. wow. cool. we only realised that mr liong listens to so many songs todae, when he brought his ipod something. the colour mp3. damn cool. hes rich mah, wad u expect. every day change phone. hahha. jkjk. monthly bah, switching the few phone of his. and ya he has over 2000+++ songs inside. -_____________- wow.

haha. i decided to call tanya nya. (sorry, who ask u to tell me abt that) =P yea, it jus sounds so cute. haha. all her fault lar. ytd on msn until midnight. tts y todae cannot wake up. ;( no la. hhaa. JK nya. =P i seriously think that its nice, honestly. hha. yes and u can link to her from here. (www.saintific.blogspot.com)

rite, for the ending part.

monday MT paper, that is, chinese language for me. gotta start memorizing the words in the shou-ce, directly translated from chinese to english is "hand book" correct? haha. well hope i do well and dun flunk. anyways i think i flunked few subs liao. just to name one, its amaths.

haiz. sian½

haha. okok. enough crap liao.
til then dude.

to * : i'll always be there for you. just call me. i'll be right over. u can count on it. ((:

wohohoho.

2005-05-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

tmr free day gone, super sian. gotta do some AEP thing.

That thing ruined my mood man.

well, nothing much to say now.

Buhbye. lalalala~!